won't you love me? (vmin)

35, So Very Perfect

If I wait here for 15 more minutes, will he appear?
Maybe if I walk around more
He's usually in this classroom till late though
Where is he?

The sound of his phone buzzing made him jump, bringing it up to his face.

sunshine4hobi

sunshine4hobi
Pull up to my practice🥳🥳
I'll give u hw answersss >0<

baby.tae
have u seen jimin ?

sunshine4hobi
Yeah
He left w Yoongi smh

baby.tae
oh
really ?

sunshine4hobi
Yeah :,(
He nvr comes to my practices anymore😒
Wtf does jimin even have anyways
Their hanging out wayyyy too much
What am I even sayinggg lol
Yoongis going thru struff
stuff*
They
Need each other
Rn :/
,,,
He could've just told us abt what was going on
,,,,,,,,,,
Whatever tho
Tae u still there ?

baby.tae
yea
they must be good friends

sunshine4hobi
Yup
Gtg practice started :P
Come or perish

Taehyung let his arm swing to his side, eyes staring at the shiny school floors.

It's okay. He doesn't like boys.

Taehyung thought, keeping his head down. It was immensely quiet, everyone left after the bell rang. Taehyungs hand slowly squeezing his phone.

Yoongis sad right now, because Yoonjis always accompanying someone's mind. Jimins just being a good friend.

He moved his bottom lip to be between his teeth. Remembering the sweet, metal taste on them.

Jimins fingers were in my mouth.
He got a boner because of me.
He'd never do those things to Yoongi.

   He felt like he'd been fighting for air, the empty halls filled with the sound of his harsh breaths. He brought a hand up to his temple.

Right?
Jimin..he would never touch Yoongi. Right? Right? He only touched me.

   Taehyungs crouched down, swallowing hard. He couldn't get it out of his head. Couldn't get out the sounds of moans and names. Couldn't stop imagining Yoonjis dazed, sweaty face being fucked. No, it wasn't Yoonji. I mean, it looked like Yoonji. But it was Yoongi. Right?

   Taehyung felt sick. He felt disgusted. He quick got up, running down the hall and into the bathrooms.

Jimin doesn't love Yoongi!
Their just friends!

   He looked through his book bag, looking for his savior. It was at the very end of his bag, a smile growing on his face as he yanked it out.

Jimin! Jimin!!
JIMIN! HE CANT LOVE HIM!
JIMIN LOVES ME!
YOONGI-! HED NEVER LOVE SUCH A USELESS-

    Slice. Slice. Slice.

WEAK

Slice. Slice. Slice.

CRYBABY!

Slice. Slice. Slice.

   Taehyung felt cold. Red pooled around his feet, filling the cracks of the tiled floor. He stared at the dull celling, eyes so empty.

Yoongis smaller, he has the prettiest smile.

   Taehyung felt himself lose air again, but it was calming. He felt at peace in the silence.

Yoongis smart and organized
He's diligent and graceful
He helps you with kind words
He has sensitive skin that bruises easily
He has passion
He cares about those he loves..

Taehyungs slowly closed his eyes, a small smile on his lips.

Yoongis perfect
so very perfect

A/n
FUCK I LOVE YEULE ID KILL 4 THEM DO U HEAR THOSE LYRICS ?? (Almost) every song is intentional btw <3 all the songs I've chosen dont just sound amazing but the lyrics also correlate w taehyungs well-being

btw..these r the lyrics if ur 2 lazy 2 search up:

Cut me up on my skin
Swallow my pain and sin...
Scratch into my heart and carve out love
Bruise my soul feather thin...

Breathe me into your lungs
Throw out my broken bones...
Eat all my flesh and drink all my blood
Trace my veins with your tongue...