this wasn't right. he wasn't supposed to feel this. zzs wasn't supposed to feel this. he wasn't supposed to feel his heart beating so fast, that it could come out of his chest.
he felt his whole world come together when wkx embraced him. it was as if he was finally home, in the arms of the one he felt the safest in.
but ... that wasn't supposed to happen. the moment wkx hugged him, his heart raced so fast, almost as if it was in a race and was determined to get the first position. he didn't want to feel so, but he couldn't control his feelings.
and so, he pushed wkx off of him, quite harshly, though he didn't mean to and ran off to the latter's room.
he abruptly closed the door and locked it, breathing heavily as he put his hand on his chest and tilted his head to the side.
' what is this that i'm feeling ? ', he asked himself.
and then it hit him. he was in love with wkx.
' i'm fucking doomed. oh god ', he scolded himself, a worried expression making it's way to his face, his brows creased and his lips turned upside down, into a frown.
he wasn't ready to face his feelings yet, and so, he buried them deep down inside himself. for an year, two, and three. he tried his best to act as normal as he could around wkx. they still weren't best friends, but maybe they could be called friends.
that is, if friends hook up once in awhile, and look at each other with absolute love in their eyes. but neither of them had enough guts to speak out their feelings.
not until when zzs's feelings resurfaced again. he couldn't keep them inside him anymore. day by day, it became harder to stare at wkx from afar and not being able to tell him how much he loves him.
and so, he made up his mind. he was gonna confess. but not so easily, though. because wkx decided he was going to confess as well,
it was a sunday afternoon, with sun blaring through the curtain, hitting the sofa and the two males sat on it. it was a hot day, indeed. very hot.
both the males were had their eyes set on the tv, with a random rom-com playing on it as the both of them cringed once in awhile at how cheesy the movie was, but there was no better movie they could watch. the said movie, was their best choice.
wkx sighed and glanced at zzs, a soft huff leaving his lips, " ah xuuuuu ", he whined.
zzs nodded, not bothering to take his eyes off of the television, " yeah ? what do you want, lao wen ? "
" look at me ", wen kexing demanded, his lips in a pout while he showed the ' puppy eyes '.
ah xu hummed, slightly looking at wkx as he put the tv remote aside, turning towards the other male while giving him a smile, " yes, lao wen, what do you want ? "
wkx smiled brightly and beautifully in victory, as the sun rays hit the side of his face, making him look absolutely ethereal. and oh boy, did zzs die a little bit inside.
wkx opened his mouth give a reply, but immediately shut it in fear that he might say something he's not supposed to. which made zzs tilt his head to the side with his eyebrows raised, slightly.
and that made wkx continue, " i want— ", he stopped and tore his fingers through his hair, " nevermind what i want "
his voice grew quieter, and smaller.
" what do you want, lao wen ? say it ", zzs spoke in a soft and reassuring voice, as he gave the latter a slight nod.
" i want .. ", he took a deep breath, exhaled softly, before continuing, " you "
zzs was definitely taken aback by the man's words. he did not see that coming at all. he rather expected the later to ask for a round of wine, or maybe food. but, you, was an answer he never expected.
he thought his ears were deceiving him, so, he decided to ask the latter to say it again. but when he got the same answer, his brain malfunctioned. he malfunctioned.
" ah xu ? you there ? "
he could not process the very information he had just recieved. it took a peck on the lips from wkx for zzs to work normally again, but malfunction once again when he realised what the male has done.
wkx's lips weren't foreign to him, but at that very moment, the peck felt special. very special.
it felt as the peck meant something much more than a hookup. it felt as if it meant that wkx wanted to convey something to him. his feelings, perhaps.
soon, after around two minutes, zzs started working properly again, and the asked the dumbest question ever, " you want me ? but why ? "
wkx chuckled softly at zzs's cuteness, lifting up his hand to cup the latter's cheeks tinted with red, " because i love you, ah xu. not as friends. "
those words only made zzs's cheek go even redder, like a tomato, or perhaps, a cherry. many manyyyy cherries.
it didn't take a second for him to smash his face into the latter's neck, hugging wkx tightly as he squealed.
a trail of ' oh my god's ' could be heard coming from zzs. oh, and also, a lot of ' i love you too '.
" aw aw, you're getting that shy, my ah xu ?? " , wkx spoke in a teasing tone, making zzs bury his face further into his neck and utter a small ' shut up ' .
" awe alright alright. ", wkx chuckled softly, his heart feeling content as he pecked the top of zzs's head.
" you're mine now. only mine. "
" EXCUSE YOU, YOU DIDN'T ASK ME TO BE YOUR BOYFRIEND YET ", a very and shy and cutely raged zzs spoke.
" well, alright, then. will you be my boyfriend, ah xu ? ", wkx grinned, more teasingly.
zzs let out a small huff before nodding and hiding his face again in the latter's neck. but this time, he was his boyfriend.
he didn't know how or when he developed these feelings for the wkx, but he knew they were strong and were going to last forever. he knew he'd fall in love with lao wen, his lao wen, over and over again.
love is beautiful. though, it might break you, it can heal you, too.
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