Baby girl

Part 14

This is just a little appreciation post. I haven't done a sweet part in a while. That is the most pure picture of us. Enjoy the story!!
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This is just to show how much I actually love my girlfriend. I do all of these parts and I know that not a lot of people care and will actually read this, but our relationship isn't just about sex. It has love, care and passion. It also have lust and sexual parts to it. That is typically what I share, because I like to keep most of our sentimental part to ourselves. I just think that I should give her a little appreciation post (like I said in the intro lol) sooooo...I have a beautifull girlfriend that doesn't realize how much she actualy means to me, she has literally saved my life in more ways than one. She means the world to me, she is my whole life. She has all of me including my faith and heart. She always will and has since elementery school. We never hung out when we were kids, she is older than me. 1 year and 9 months to be specific, which means that we had different friends. We were in different grades. For example she is about to graduate and im about to be a sinor, I know if doesn't seem like a big difference but when you grow up in a small town. You ahve friends who has done fucked up shit to someone you could be bestfriends with in the future. Her best friend used to be my bully, the only reason I say used to be is because she is about to graduate. She bullied me from like 3rd grade to 10th grade. This is stuff that I have never told her, but she is about to find out. We knew each other as in we had seen each other out of school a couple of time. We never became friends until my 9th grade year. The only reason we became friends is because one of my old friends hung out with them and she was like the only person I knew. She "introduced" us, but our parents new each other so we already like knew of each other. I obviously knew her best friend. At one point we road the same bus but I was told by someone close to her (aka. her bestfriend). Her bestfriend had almost killled me and mia was one of the people who helped the nurse and all when I passed out. Well my freshman year she did some really fucked up thing to me, things that I don't want to say which caused some problems that will effect me for he rest of my life. Also on top of that around the same time she started bullying me, I was having some very messed up family problems at my moms house. It sucks to talk about this now, because I used to beat myself in multiple ways about this. I used to do a lot of messed up things to myself because I thought I was just being weak. I was just being a pussy, but now that I look back on it. I'm thankful because if it wouldn't have happened, I wouldn't be the stong woman I am today. If i would have let it bother me more, of if I would have been older when it would have started. I wouldn't be here, I would be in a coffin. I was too young to know what I was doing and I am VERY thankful for that, because if i would have known. I wouln't have met the love of my life, my angel in disguise, my savure, my everything. She truely does mean everything to me, she my entire heart, soul, brain, everything that is keeping me alive. She owns it, whether she known it or not. I am going to marry this woman one day and it will be the new first best day of my life. The best day of my life right now if the day that I met her. We have gone though so much, and made so mcuh progress in our relationship in multiple ways. I wouldn't have changed those experiences for anything, I wouldn't change who it happened with either. She is the best thing that has ever happened!! I love her so much and there is no way that I can explain to her the amount of love I have for her. It may not seem like it all the time and I know we get aggrivated with each other at times. We go through our ups and downs, but we always get throught it together and we always will. I love you so much baby!! I could never thank you enough for dealing with me and helping out of a really dark place. We are in this together...FOREVER AND ALWAYS. Never forget that, no matter how hard it gets. No matter how angery we get or what we go through. I will always be there no matter what, even if we aren't dating or married. Your still my best friends...you also my future wife and the love of my life. I love you so much again baby no matter what.
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I don't really have much to say except, no matter what you are going through there is always someone out there for you. Never forget that, just remember you are love. It may not seem like it, but you are!!!! Sorry for the ramdon essay on my "wife", I just felt the need to say this on something that will keep it forever. Stay safe and have a good day/night