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Chapter-11

Bak's Pov:(2 months later)

It's been a 2 month he confess and we're so close and we had dates and knew each other better but I'm still confused do i have feelings for him or it's gratitude towards me in all things he helped and sort it out i gone through i don't know.

I know he's hurting when I'm always address him as friend and all i can feel his desperate for my reply its so long if I'm in my old self maybe i would agree even we're couple now but my past relationship that's was stucked inside my mind i can't get through but somehow i getting slowly moving on and he was the one helping me moving on from that past i know what I'm felt with him but...

My question is, do i really ready for new relationship? If i, will i love back him as he loves me? What if i fail to do that? What will i do it end up like past?. its my fear to fall in love again even knew the who confessed me was not like that jerk who broke my heart but I'm still afraid.

i have to do something for but its been a month i feeling weird around Jk like once i felt even more than that feeling this time that was strong but all i can do was just ignore them until i get fully through from past then I'll reply what he asked me my train of thoughts were broke by someone call me.

JK: yah again zoned out? Why you always in dream world,

he asks smiled, that bunny smile. yah don't smile like that my heart can't endure that god didn't i told i felt weird around him.

Me: sorry what did you said?

Jk: really! I said nothing... Let's go to library
You said you have to buy some books. I always wonder why are you buy bunch of books we were so in busy schedule how can you have time to read huh?

Me: kook you know I'm always ideal in home just doing study and small chores so i have enough of time to do my hobbies and your Idol so you always busy with choreo, vocal and blah blah how can you manage all i don't know can't help to give applause for that.

Jk: ideal and idol rhyming he giggle

Me: it's not that fun Ok just come i stood up

We left out of Class to library we walked without talking then we arrived there and went in searches some books and selected which I'm gonna I'm so into book i felt someone i know who it's became his tradition to do.

Me: it's rude to stare someone for long don't you know

Jk: but your not someone to me

Me: where did you get this pick up line

Jk : i have always but won't tell much

Me: wow what's the reason you're looking for me so long huh

I said book and walks to 4thshelf to take some art books he followed behind me as i searching interesting to read.

Jk: really you giving me chances?

Me: didn't i told you clearly at cafe yes of course kook

Jk: i want replies by your whole heart not sorta trying Bak..

Now how can i reply him I'm confused as well god it's so hard he's thinking I'm pity or not want to break him. But truth i do know what i feel for him. he supporting , protecting and my secret keeper and kind hearted guy i have something on him but i can't tell him how can i bear this until getting move on from past i thought as look him.

Jk: why are you thinking so much just reply Bak

Me: i reply i agree to date you and and i agree I'm taking time and you gave me time so I should think more but why are you forcing me to reply now huh?