caught in between

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You always pretend as if it's easy,
Because you want to help me when I'm lost
And that's nice of you and i appreciate it
But it doen't get me any further

You are so strong and adament
At peace with yourself and that's good for you
And I am okay with that, i envy you for it
But sadly it doesn't change anything.

The way you believe is the way you live
And that is okay as long as it works for you
Hold on to that, it doesn't apply to me

Guts say 'yes' to head, but my head says 'no' to gut
And I am standing in between
Standing in between
Guts say 'yes' to head, but my head says 'no'

And it starts shaking.
I'm standing in between
I'm standing in between
And don't know

Because I'm always searching for something and there's always something missing,
Even though it's probably good and probably okay.
I have an eye on you and how you do it
But I am not like you
My head is full of nonsense and I can't sit still.

I am always busy, I always have plans
But when the quite sets then the ghosts arise
And every time I start questioning myself.

The way you believe is the way you live
And that's OK, as long as it fits for you
Hold on to that, it doesn't apply to me
Guts say 'yes' to head,  but my head says 'no' to gut
And I am standing in between
I'm standing in between

Guts say 'yes' to head, but my head says 'no'
And it starts shaking.
I'm standing in between
I'm standing in between
And I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

Because I keep searching for something and it's never there,
It is never good enough and never to less
The way that you believe is the way you live
Listen to your heart as long as you can
As long as you can

Guts say 'yes' to head, but my head says 'no' to gut
And I am standing between them
I'm standing in between
Guts say 'yes' to head, but my head says 'no'
And it starts shaking.
I'm standing in between
I'm standing in between
And I don't know
I don't know

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⏰ Last updated: May 14, 2021 ⏰

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