Hold Me Close (Lou Miller)

The Shower

✨Smut kinda✨
Your Pov

It was in the late afternoon when you decided to shower before dinner. Everyone was downstairs getting food while you undressed and hopped in.
As you quickly soaped up your body there was a knock at the door
*knock knock*
"Come in" you reply
"Hey Y/N what do you want for dinner?" Lou starts

"Umm..." you mumble under your breathe realizing Lou is outside the shower, in which you are naked in. Wondering if she can see you through the glass door you are stopped in thought by the sound of her voice once again.

"Hello?" She questions as you never replied

"Oh sorry, i was just thinking. Well you guys know what i like..." you start to slide the shower door open only for your head to peek through so you could continue your conversation with Lou face to face.
After your head is out of the shower you realize what is going on
"Oh my goodness , i am so sorry Lou!" You say as you cover your eyes abruptly.
There she was, standing in the middle of your bathroom, naked.

"Sorry for what" she replies
You can hear her bare feet moving closer along the bathroom floor. You can feel her hand move across your face, touching the hand covering your eyes. Her breath is warm against your ear as she whispers...
"Can i come in?"

Your eyes move up to hers as she slowly steps back, away from you. You are at a loss of words but continue to make eye contact. After you realize what had just happened you continue saying
"Sorry, i didn't know you needed to shower too, i will be out in just a minute i promise. You can even wait here, I-"

You are stopped by her finger which covers both of your lips. It is soft and persuasive.
Out of the corner of your eye you see her arm move to the wall. Applying pressure on it. Shifting her balance allowing her to step in next to you.
Lou was always a little closer to you than anyone else on the team. Well, she knew you better. You guys were just friends becoming closer friends. Or at least thats what you thought.
This was a new feeling inside of you. One that you tried to push away but it kept coming back. Certainly her wanting to shower with you doesn't help the fact that you were falling in love with her. As these thoughts cross your mind you feel her hand wrapping around your waist. Slightly nudging you back inside the shower.

"Close the door Y/N, its freezing" Lou chuckles
Your thoughts are stopped once again by the sound of her voice

"Well i should give you privacy anyways." You say quietly.
Knowing you want to stay but you force yourself to do what is right. About to slip out of the shower you feel her hand grab yours.

" Don't be ridiculous Y/N, I have no problem with you in here. We are both just trying to shower before dinner. Nothing more" she says sternly but understanding of why you put up such a fight. The shower is small. She knows it was only made for one person but she kept insisting i stay. Realizing you have to answer, your conversation continues.

"Okay, I guess so... as long as you have no problem with it" you say looking down at your shaking hands.
Her hand lifts your chin.
Her face inches from yours she replies,
"Its okay Y/N don't be nervous."

"Sorry i have never showered with anyone before" you say cheekily. Knowing what she was doing to your heart. For once in your life you let it happen.

Continuing where you left off, you still had soap in every crevice of your wet body. Sharing the water brought you and Lou close. The two of you refrained from eye contact knowing it makes your heart melt. Lou is facing opposite direction washing her hair while you gaze at her entire body. Almost if she can feel your eyes on her she turns her head. Your cheeks turn red as you continue washing off. Lou turns completely around before asking,
"Can you wash my back, i can't seem to reach it?"

You are shocked by the question. Speechless, you nod your head in agreement before placing your hand in hers. Lightly grabbing the soap and rubbing it against the silky skin on her back.

"Is this alright?"
"Yes thank you Y/N, i can never seem to get that part." Lou says laughing.
Holding onto the wall of the shower Lou continues to say
"Seeing as how it is much easier to shower with someone else, maybe we should do this more often" she says in a raspy voice.
Lou almost knows what she is doing to me.
Making me drown in my feelings
"Yea we should😏" i say jokingly flirting back
But Lou takes me seriously.

Moving closer as if we weren't already close enough. Inches become centimeters. The only thing keeping out bodies apart was the warm thin layer of water constantly running down our naked bodies. Our eyes lock and I want her so bad. It feels right with Lou. Different and so very right. I never knew how much I wanted someone until I felt the butterflies. The goosebumps that after all these years, she gave me. And here I was thinking it was normal to feel this way about someone. About everyone for that matter. Just now realizing with her its different.
Tension builds up. She is not moving away but I think I should. Someone has to make a decision so things do not progress. I attempt to turn for the shampoo and break up whatever thoughts we shared. But as soon as I did so... Lou had her way with me. Grabbing my waist and arm with enough force to thrust me me closer to her. Our bodies squishing against each others. She leans in holding my cheek in her hand. And stops. I feel her soft breathe against mine. I can't take it. I cannot understand what she is doing to me. But whatever it is I want it desperately.

"May I-" Lou whispers
But she is stopped when I move towards her. Making our lips meet.
"Sorry" I say pulling away

But before I can continue, she crashes our lips together once again. Sending a chilling wave through my body. We are so tight together. Lou could practically hear my heart starting to beat faster. Running her hands down my back she sticks our bodies together. The suction of our bodies makes the kiss more passionate. We are holding each other so tightly that I am unable to breathe. And I am okay with that. Because as long as I know I can't breathe, I also know that I am with Lou.

The kiss deepens. We touch every part of each others body. Just before her hand move lower. And lower down my back. Over my thighs, gripping them with pleasure. Lou lifts me not breaking the kiss once. Easily wrapping my legs around her waist. I am completely open and that does not seem to bother her. Not once does she become unfocused, knowing that I am naked and on top of her. Lou only cares for me. My body craves her attention and she knows it. Respectfully she continues to keep her hands on my thighs holding me as close as she could.

After being there for what felt like hours but happened in a matter of seconds. We both pulled away for air. Staring deeply into her blue eyes i mumble shyly
"Thank you"

"For what? Lou questions
"For making me realize how much you mean to me. For Making me realize how much I deserved this. For Making me realize how much I loved you."