Chapter 8: Armin's letter

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~weekend~

(Y/n) POV
It's Saturday and Mikasa, Eren and I are going to visit Armin's parents. It's been a week since Armin died. I get out of my bed and get ready.
Ready in a dark dress I go to Mikasas and Erens house which isn't far away from my house.

"Ready guys?" I ask my friends and both of them nod. We went to the train station to drive to our hometown. We weren't there for a long time. I think I am gooing to visit my parents and siblings (if you don't have some then ignor).

~at Armins house~

"Welcome childrens. Come in." Armin's parents greet us and let us in the house. Mikasa, Eren and I went in hug Ms Arlert and then Mr Arlert. Some of us had tears.
After a while we went in  the livingroom and we all sit together on the couch.
"As you know we are good friends of Armin and we are curious why his life ended like this. Did he left something suspicious? Like a letter?" Mikasa asks directly them.
"Yeah. The police found a letter in his flat. Here" Ms. Arlert gave us a letter. Mikasa took the letter and read it out loud " Dear family and friends, I am sorry that my life ended like this but it's the best for all of us.
You are probably thinking why I commited suicide. Well, I didn't had a reason to live anymore. What should I do in my live? Why should I live? everything I do isn't perfect.
I feel bad for my parents for not beeing the perfect.
I feel bad for always mocking (y/n).
I feel bad for talking bad about Mikasa and Eren.
That's why I only wrote one letter because I don't want get on your nerves anymore.
I did so many mistakes in my life but you all said it is ok and I don't have to worry about it but I am always feeling bad for mistakes.

I am sorry for being the Armin I am..."

Everyone started to cry again as Mikasa ended reading. "Why Armin? You were perfect." "Whyyy?!" We all cried loudly for about 10 minutes. Then we Mikasa, Eren and I agreed to drink tea and eat some of Ms. Arlert's delicious cakes. We had a nice conversation about old times.

~in the evening~
"Come whenever you want!" We all said goodbye and leave. Mikasa and Eren went home to there parents and I went to my parents house to spend the weekend there.


Authors note
I hope you enjoyed this chapter and sorry if there were many spelling mistakes.
I am gonna try to update in the weekend.
Comment If I could do something better. This would really help me.
This story will end in a month and I am going to do happy ending and a bad ending.
See you soon!

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