hammys scary mind: a hack book

hammy

*disclaimer its one am so if i say anything weird i am so so sorry PLEASE BYE-*

oh boy. where do i even start with this one. hammy you are one in a million. Ever since our first real conversation on ur mb i was like woah this girl and i- we talked for three hours yet we never got bored of each other. We had talked before- the occasional hey like ur feed blah blah that was until ^^ happened and now look at us. 

i don't remember exactly what we talked about but it was everything from stupid ass boys to math tutors *throws up* to our lives.

tell me how you manage to be the most entertaining, most kind soul i have ever known. I wanna know ur secrets on how you manage to do that. I think it would be easier to survive 4am with you.

I literally don't know what to write about but your so special to me hammy. You are so strong and talented and smart and beautiful. And like i don't mean that ur beautiful on the outside- that came out wrong but I'm too lazy to delete it give me a sec to explain. WHAT I MEAN is that although i have no clue what you look like thats what i love about you.  But I'm absolutely positive ur hot asf but thats not the point I'm trying to make RIGHT NOW.

I don't need to KNOW what you look like in order to fall in love with the person you are. I think that what people often do is they fall in love with the outward parts of people but i fell in love with your heart. I wasn't biased because of what status you have, your looks, anything like that just you.

For who you are. And let me tell you i have never met someone like you. (Thats a good thing my irl friends are crappy)

Everything from your pick up lines to your daily messages telling me how awesome and hawt i am makes me love you even more. Not because I'm fishing for compliments or anything but because these things just come from you. Idk why i deserve messages like those but they mean the world to me and then i find myself smiling at my screen like a fucking idiot. my lord.

you make people feel happy and safe and most importantly loved. I love you so damn much it hurts hammy.

Your absolutely beautiful in all the ways that count. 

Me and ronnie have never lucked out more really. We won the lottery in friends I'm telling ya.

Thank you for always being there for me and all the other people you take the time to talk too. You listen to my shit and so many others, and its not like you always have to say things, you listen. And at least for me, thats all i need. And you do that.

I love you infinitely my darling. I'll always be here with anything you might need.

We have this weird connection and u better believe ima hold on to you forever.

Because this- we are forever. endgame. i can promise you that.

i love you.
I love you.
I Love You.

Those words can only show so much but they are the most powerful ones to describe how much i care for you.

Now shall we get on to some entertaining pics??

I found our first ever interaction... i'm dedicated what can i say.

I have a weird thing for stars... but i believe this one hundred percent.

I feel like we would be chaotic together and i love it.

Ofc i had to add some. Idk if there stupid but enjoy.

So if you couldn't tell i love u infinitely. More than the stars in the sky, more than the grains of sand on the California beaches. Hammy, maham, my Viridian, my darling, my love.

I love you.

Luv, clemmy.