Dedicated to everyone who has felt the same. Never lose hope because we never know what the future holds.
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If only … I wasn’t broken
05-01-2013
These days I feel so lost and away
Can’t even remember what day it is today
Words are taking just too much effort
Gonna take forever to recall what I forgot
I just feel too much off right now
Can’t remember what happened and how
Too much for me to process
Questions coming from too many faces
I don’t know if I could answer them all
Maybe I’m afraid, maybe this is my downfall
If only I wasn’t so broken
I would have right answers to all problems and questions
If only I wasn’t broken inside
Living would be my choice and not terrible suicide
Though I’m ready to quit yet
I feel there’s some fight in me still left
Why there is so much hurry
In this mundane routine ourselves we bury
I would like another hour of sleep
The cobwebs of troubles are running too deep
I can’t really reach out to the root
Maybe I’m looking at the wrong foot
Can’t help but call out for some assistance
For a while from this world I need to keep some distance
If only I wasn’t so broken
I would know how to resolve this and exactly when
Why do I keep stirring things up more
Feel locked in a room without any window or door
Feel like I’m on a slippery slop
Have no idea how to make it stop
Things just keep turning worse to worst
Far from finding, I just keep getting lost
If only I wasn’t so broken
I would know exactly how and when
I could turn this table around
And rise like mountain from the ground
Listening to sad songs most of the day
Trying to find words from there to say
Isn’t really helping to find the solution
But it surely is giving me enough inspiration
But still why I feel so broken inside
Feeling like running away somewhere and hide
Still gotta find a way to turn this table around
To stop being so broken and rise from the ground
Like something brand new
Fresh like on the grass feels a drop of dew
Simple as it could be
Gotta find a way to be who I used to be
If only I wasn’t broken
I could find answer to each and every question
Could put an end to all my worries sorrow and pain
If only I wasn’t broken…
Oh if only … I wasn’t … broken.
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