So I was like 5 or 6 i don't know can't Really remember when I found out so I was in my mom's car with her phone so I was just scrolling through YouTube looking for a video to watch that was when I saw something I was not expecting I saw the news about Christina grimmie death and when I saw it I didn't cry I just kept it in me but it was hard because Christina grimmie was the first YouTuber I met before I met Sam and Kurt on YouTube and I have always wanted to be like her(and it was before I found out I wanted to be a violinist and write books as my dream)but I have always wanted to be a singer although I'm bad at singing but I had always wanted to be like Christina grimmie while growing up but when I found out about her death I gave that up so I started watching tribute videos of her and that
was when I finally cried and I still do because I know if I tried to keep the tears in me I know it real be hard and I tried to move on but I can't and I don't think I want to move on.
A/n:So here is the story on how I found out about Christina grimmie death bye.
