Just Help Me

Update..

I think i fucked up... cause... my room is so messy and yeah... nothing much happen.. just kept thinking how the fuck am i a 5ucidal fuck, with some severe anxiety and depression and a daddy issue.. bestfriending another depressed and 5uicidal fuck with mommy issues and and severe anxiety too... I thought we are trying to kill ourself??? What happen to that??? Where is that thought????? What happen????? Amliza1