Why you? || Toji Fushiguro X Jin Itadori ||

Toji Fushiguro

You're too far, yet you feel so close.

Vivid memories of our past; stab painfully in my aching heart.

Listening through our cries and laughs: every memory is still as clear as the crystal waters where we first laid our eyes.

These rainy nights hold most memories in our orchestrated poems.

Rummaging through the chest of my heart lies our letters written in symbols of our pain and love.

Walking; through the busy streets of Japan.

I wonder how beautiful the night could be?

It's probably as beautiful as your eyes.

Or as beautiful as our first and last shared night.

Love littered our bodies, and heavy breaths of love, pain, and exhaustion as we ate each other out.

Soft moans lull music in my ears, hearing my name in your delicate mouth as I traveled deeper inside you.

Such a bittersweet memory.

You're probably wondering why did we break away.

I loved you; you loved me. I trusted you; you trusted me.

Why did we break apart?

Because it has to.

'Why did we break apart?'

'Where did it all go wrong?'

That's probably the question you wanted to ask so bad.

But even I can't answer those questions.