𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐈 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 , 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲

tw // mentions of : abuse , self harm and  foul language .

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✎- ,,𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 ; 7:20 𝐩𝐦༉‧₊˚.

"YOUR WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT , YOU'VE DONE NOTHING BUT TO BRING DISTRESS IN THIS FAMILY ." your father screamed at you , pushing you down on the floor . Your not in good shape , first your boyfriend ; scaramouche , was found kissing another person , second you've been failing a lot of classes lately due to your procrastination and your part time job and last of all your father , he keeps on drinking too much , being too abusive . Where was your mom when you need her so badly ? You don't know , she left you at a very young age and now your father blames it on you . "I-Im sorry , i will so better next time" You said , You run off to your room , limping . He had push you too hard that you maybe sprained your ankle a bit .

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"Why me. What did I do wrong to deserve all of this ? I've been a good daughter and a good girlfriend , right ?" You kept on crying and crying for hours trying to see what you did wrong to deserve all this pain . Worst of all , no one was there to back you up , No scaramouche , no friends , no mom . You were gonna have to deal with everything , alone . .
From 4 cuts to 8 , moving the blade up from your wrist to your arms .
" That should do it . " You were in this depressive state again , it usually lasts tor 2-7 days , but this time it was a bit longer , it felt that all of the burdens you've carried for all these years aregetting heavier , hour by hour , day by day . The days go by and your starting to feel a bit , better ! So you go to your favorite place in liyue , Mt , Aozang , Maybe there you can let your mind off things and maybe have a little picnic on top of the mountain . " Great Idea me !" you giggled and started to prepare the stuff you needed for the mini picnic for yourself

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✎- ,,𝐌𝐭 . 𝐀𝐨𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐠 ; 10 𝐩𝐦༉‧₊˚.
"Hey Ganyu ! . ." you said with a fake smile on your face , "Oh hey y/n , are you feeling alright ? , you seem , down . " she said , forming a small pout on her face . "I-Im perfectly fine Ganyu , thanks for checking up for me tho ! " You proceed to sit on the cliffside of the mountain , your feet dangling off the edge , the wind blowing your hair , the birds chirping around you and the lost beautiful sunset you've seen in a long , long time . You didn't realize that you have started to cry a little , you miss seeing sunsets . "y-n ! are you alright , don't cry please . ."  "O-oh sorry to worry you Ganyu , Its just so pretty you know ?" . "Ah yes , I see what you mean ." Little did you know Ganyu knew how you truly felt , she knows how it feels to be lonely and insecure , she dearly wanted to help you get through it but she also had problems of her own and she had no courage to bring herself up to say if you needed help . .

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Time flies and your fathers abuse never stopped , your boyfriend hasn't talked to you in months , your friends ? you certainly didn't have any . You were all alone , no one to help you get through it . Until one day you had enough , You reached your limit in life where in a point you wanted to end it all , you can't bear the constant yelling , hitting , and mean words your father had said to you all these years . You got all the things you dearly loved and had so many memories with and went to your favorite place once again . The sun was rising , on the way there you saw your favorite flowers and decided to bring it along with you .

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You sit atop mt . Aozang taking your last few breathes and thanking Ganyu for being there for you when you needed it the most , You neatly fold your letter for her and seal it  . You take 1 final breathe and you leap off the mountain , falling to your death . Now your gone , leaving only a letter , your favorite items and qingxin flowers as your only remembrance left in this world .
" Y/n ? , Y/n ?? " Ganyu called out but no one responded , She began getting worried and she saw these flowers and " oh ? what is y/n stuff doing her- " she found your letter ; "To my dearest friend ; Ganyu . "

"Hi Ganyu , I'm sorry if this was so sudden but I don't wish to live anymore , life has been to harsh on me these past months , bruise after bruise , honestly a lot of shouting too , I'm sorry for not telling you sooner , I didn't think it would become as bad as this . I hope you will keep our memories in your heart forever . I will miss you so much friend , Take care . "

"Until we meet again , y/n" Ganyu read the last text aloud , tears forming on her face . "Oh y/n why didn't you tell me sooner , I could've helped you get through it . . " she looked over the mountain to see your lifeless body on the ground surrounded by a pool of bloof , Ganyu rushed down to see if you still had a chance to be alive but when she checked your pulse , there was none . There you were , finally free from all your problems but was it worth it ? Ganyu cried so loud , she missed you so much already . The news about your death has reached most of your family memebers and scaramouche , the man you loved but never tried to love you back .

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"What do you mean she's dead?!" Scaramouche shouted at Ganyu , "She couldn't bear the pain her father did and maybe some that you did too . ." She spoke softly trying her best not to cry again . "Me ?!" He said in a surprised tone , "Well don't you remember when you kissed that girl , you didn't even think about her , you neglected her . You didn't even give her any affection . don't act stupid scaramouche , you did that to her didn't you ." Ganyu said with a serious tone . "Well then I'm sorry !! Not my fault she was a crybaby ." he said in a rude manner , " A CRYBABY ?! SHE WOULDNT HAVE CRIED SO MUCH IF YOU ONLY KNEW WHAT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH , your actually so insensitive , you don't care about anyone  except yourself , goodbye scaramouche ." Ganyu left his office crying .

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"Hey Y/n . I missed you today , I hope your doing great there ! I really hope to see you again , even if it was just a day . . Im sorry I couldn't save you in time . " Ganyu said as tears form and dripped down her cheek .

A few years after your death , Ganyu never misses a day without going to your grave and reminiscing all the times you and her went out together , little did you know she loved you . Not as friends she wanted to tell all of that but you were dead and Ganyu is alone , Missing you everyday of her life .

The end .

HELP THIS IS MORE LIKE A GANYU X READER UHHHH IM SORRY OLEASE FORGIVE ME . I CAN MAKE ONE THO :D
I hope you liked this book , yes its short but I have so many ideas for other characters ! Who knows maybe I can make a genshin character x reader so it would all be in one place . you have to wait and see tho ;)

Byee I hope u have a great day !