broken and insecure

6. Ashley's crush

Ashley's P.O.V

     Once me and my Father left Isebelle's house I texted Hannah telling her I needed to talk to her as soon as possible becase I had important news. It took her less then 5 minutes to send a reply.

   Hannah: call me and tell me EVERYTHING

   Ashley: lol I'm in the car right now but as soon as I get home I will

   Hannah: You better

     As promised I called her as soon as I got home and in my room, far away from my Fathers ears. After the second ring Hannah answered the phone. "damn it took you long enough to call me." I could hear the grin on her face as she said it, excited for me to tell her all about the encounter me and Isabelle had. "okay so I'm jsut gonna get staight to the point" I was talking with a huge smile on my face from the pure excitment I was feeling as well. "the party I jsut got home from was thrown by the family of the new girl who always looks at me, while I was there I went upstairs to look for the bathroom but I heard someone playing the piano and it sounded so good so I opened the door and there she was sitting by her piano and once she finished the song I went to shut the door and leave and me being the clumsy ass I am I tripped over my own feet and well she heard and looked around and saw me and I swear as soon as she laid her eyes on me my face turned red and she asked me what I was doing and i'm suprised she understood any of it with all the stuttering and rampling I did-" before I could continue Hannah cut me off with a laugh. "oh this is something we are going to have to discuss in person, how about we meet up tommorow and talk about it". I smiled and agreed. "what time do you want me to pick you up?" "anwhere after 11" I nodded my head but then relised it was a phone call. "alright, see you then. I love you" I heard her laugh once again. "I love you too". with that I hung up went into my bathroom to get washed up and change before laying down.

     I laid down scrolling thorugh instagram, snapchat and other social media sites before I got a text message from the Isebelle. My face lit up as I read her name on my phone.

   Isebelle: I really enjoyed getting to know you a little better today :)

   Ashley: Me too. you're a great person to talk to.

      I smilled at my phone while waiting for her to reply, thinking about the conversation we ahd and how she put butterflies in my stomach just by looking at me.

    Isebelle: I'm glad you think so. It means a lot coming from you. which is weird to say becuase our first and only conversation was learlierlly just today.

    Ashley: so I'm not the only one who rambles. Good to know. :)

    Isebelle: what can I say? you make me nervouse.

      Again I smile like a little girl at the way she talks to me.

   Ashley: good to know. I may take advantage of that one day.

   Isebelle: I'll be looking forward to it. anyways it's getting late, I'll talk to you later.

   Ashley: okay. have a nice night.

     This girl is really having an effect on me. my eyes goes around the room jsut staring at random things In my room until my eyes land on a picture of me and my mom, she was standing behind me her head on my shoulder as I blew my candles out for my 14th birthday, my last birhtday with her. This is scary. What would mom think if she was still here. Her baby, attracted to girl. I shake my head getting rid of the negative thoughts about my mother, suddenly I felt a warm streat of water stroll down my face. Lifting my hand up I wipe the tear off my face and decide it was time for me to go to sleep.