Chapter 5

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A/N : Justins point of view for the first time yay!
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Justins P.O.V
After what happened in the cafeteria I ran after Brooklyn and I don't even know why. I couldn't believe what I was seeing she wanted to Jump down from the top of our school. "Stop" I screamed and ran over to her and pulled her to me. Her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. She still had tears falling down her cheeks. I felt terrible. "WHY ARE YOU HERE ?" she said while crying. "Why did you stop me huh?!? , no one wants me here! You made my life a living hell! THAT IS WHAT YOU WANTED ! Why are you stopping me now?" She said between the cries. "I want to die... All I want is die" she sobbed loud. "Leave me alone please" she whispered and with that her eyes closed and she didn't say anything I shook her body but she didn't do anything. I tried to wake her up but it didn't work. She's unconscious. Shit what am I supposed to do? 'To call the ambulance of course , dumbass!' My mind told me. I quickly called the ambulance and they came after 5min and took her to the hospital. The doctor wanted to know what happened. I told him the story that happened in the cafeteria. He nodded and wrote something down and with that he walked away.
I heard my phone ring and it was Brittany. "Hello?" I said
"Where the fuck are you Justin?!? How could let me stand there to run after this worthless bitch?" My eyes widened. How could she say something like that after what happened ?
"Are you crazy Britt?!? , she wanted to die okay ? And what we all have done to her was not right.!"
"Justin you're the crazy one here." And with that she hung up. I sighed.
I saw the doc , walking towards me and immediately I stood up. "She's okay now, if you want to you can go and see her , but she's still asleep. she'll wake up soon."
"Thanks" I said.
I walked to her room and sat down next to Brooklyn where she was asleep.
I started thinking about everything. The reason why I bullied her was because of my ex. She fucked off 2 years ago with a Boy named Troy , she had an affair with him and Brooklyn was just like her not from the way she looked , but from the way she talks , laughs and giggles. Her style and her behavior. I thought she was just like my ex Jamie , that's the reason why I bullied her she made me angry I thought she would do the exact thing to someone else like Jamie did , but I was wrong and didn't think right. I judged her without really knowing her. But now when I think about it , non of this is Brookes fault , but I think I just wanted to take out my anger. And now I'm feeling bad about what I've done , this all was my fault , I told Brittany, Fredo , Chaz and Ryan to bully her. If it wasn't for me , nothing of this would have happen. If mom will find out , what I've done she will be disappointed in me, because she told me to never hurt a girl now matter what , never lay a hand on a girl no matter how angry I am , always be gentle and kind to a girl. But I've done the opposite, she wanted to die because of me , she was in pain because of me , I'll never forgive myself for this. I had a few tears in my eyes. I took a look at Brooke to see if she's awake but she's not. She's still sleeping. I stared at her for a few minutes and realized that actually she's beautiful. Her lips are full and plump with a natural pink color. Her eyebrows were perfectly on point. She has pretty light brown hair. And her nose was cute , not to big and not to small it just fits perfectly on her face. I got interrupted from my thoughts when she started blinking, "Justin?" She whispered with fears in her eyes. "Yeah , it's me" I smiled "Why didn't you let me die?" She whispered with tears in her eyes. "I don't know , I couldn't live with the fact that someone died because of me. Look I wanted to apologize for what I've done" "Justin I hope you know that you have ruined my life , your whole "clique" started bullying me after you started bullying me. You guys made my life a living hell , how am I supposed to forget what happened? How am I supposed to forgive you? I never knew why you hated or hate me so much , I never did anything to you." She said. "See I'm really sorry and I thought about everything , if I could go back to the past and change everything I would. But I can't I really am Sorry , I hope you'll be able to forgive me someday." I said. And with that I stood up and said "I'll be back in a few minutes." I walked to the rest room and took a look in the mirror, I wanted to cry , I feel so bad and guilty. You deserve it my mind told me. Tears started falling down my cheeks, but I quickly wiped them away and walked back to Brooklyns room.
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Brooklyn's P.O.V
He really apologized , but I don't know if he really meant it. What if he'll still bully me at school to be cool ? But what if he won't? My mind told me.
I got interrupted by a knock. A nurse came in and smiled at me , "Hello Mrs. Jones , I hope you're doing better. The doctor told me that you can leave today aka now. He said that you shouldn't take to much stress , because this can lead you to unconscious again. And to stay healthy drink more water and eat more protein." And with that she left. She was about to open the door but someone else opened it , it was Justin. The nurse said bye and left.
It was awkward between me and Justin because no one of us know what to say.
"What did the nurse say?" He asked.
"She said that I can leave today aka now , and that I should be stress free." I replied.
"Okay then grab your things , change into your normal clothes and then let's go." He said calmly.
I did what he said , we had to make a stop at the reception to let them know that I'm going home. He had to fill some papers and after that we could go. We sat in his car and he started driving.
He looked over to me "In which street do you live?" "Joseph Avenue 22" I replied.
The whole car ride was silence.
Finally we arrived at my house "Thanks" I said as I got out of the car. "No problem and bye" He smiled
I just waved and walked into my house . Dad was no where to find which was good for me. I made my self a chicken salad , grabbed a water bottle from the fridge and walked to my room. After I finished eating I checked the time it was 6:30pm. I walked downstairs, put my Salad plate in the sink and washed it. After that I walked back to my room and locked it. I changed into sweatpants and a sweater. And putted my hair into a messy bun. I decided to watch a movie. I putted 21 Jump Street into the DVD player and watched the movie. After a while my eyes got heavier and I fell into a deep sleep.
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