Remorseful | M.YG

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟽

𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝
_______________

It had been two months, two months of (y/n) and Yoongi spending everyday with each other, getting to know one another better, opening up to one another, knowing each other's past. Becoming very close friends.

The more Yoongi spent time with (y/n) the more he fell in love. She didn't judge him. She didn't tell him what he did was wrong, where he found flaws she found perfection.

Yoongi thought of her as his savior, she came when he most needed someone. She was the light in his dark world.

(Y/n) was slowly fixing Yoongi, piecing back the broken parts of his heart, letting him know his past doesn't define him. Reassuring him, he was a good person.

She didn't do this because she had pity on him, she did this because she loved him. She had fell head over heels for the grumpy Grandpa.

He might have been rude sometimes, but that's only because he didn't know how to cope with what he had been put through.

She knew he was running, and if need be she would run with him. She would follow him to the ends of the earth. Because she loved him.

___________________________

It's Thursday evening, Yoongi had told (y/n) he had some important business to take care of, hence they couldn't spend the day together.

Yoongi walks to the underground rapping house. Today is his last day, the last day people will see or hear of AgustD.

Like he said he wants to be a better person, for her. He wants to stop this silly dream he has, in his mind he knows he could never be a professional rapper, or even a music producer. His dreams weren't going to come true.

He had to focus on what was, like a stable job and stable income, saving money and getting a better apartment. He wasn't going to let (y/n) enter that dump he lives in.

His apartment doesn't even have bedroom, nor does it have a proper bed. What can he say, he just wanted to stop living with his friends like a charity case. He wanted to live on his own and he wanted to do it quickly. And that's where the cheap, broken down apartment came in. It definitely fit in his budget so he took it.

He knew that if he wanted to better himself it would take time, but he was going to start somewhere. And he was going to start today.

Once inside the basement he hears the music blasting and the crowd shouting. He walks straight to the stage and grabs the mic.

He plays the beat he had created for his rap and he starts rapping.

"I grow old, and
Learn about the world
Even so, could it have been better if I knew nothing of the world
Looking at the night view
Completely different to this room with its lights off
The words I muttered with a low voice

Guess I'm slowly becoming an adult
I can't remember
What was it that I wanted?
Now I'm scared
Where have the fragments of my dream gone?

I am breathing but
Seems like my heart is broken
Yeah, now I've become an adult who finds it hard to grasp my dream
And that's growing up

Thought I would change after I turn twenty
Thought I would change after I graduate
Shit, after I turn thirty like that
Yeah, then what would change."

( A/N: stream 28 by AgustD, its literally so good. It's one of my favs😭🎶)

The crowd had fell silent, they had all understood what he was saying. He was leaving.