Magcon |BoyxBoy| Oneshots

Nayes pt. 1

Plot: Hayes misses Nash and does bad things. Nash comes home and finds out what he's done and things go down.

**TRIGGER WARNING**

Hayes pov:

I miss Nash. Why did he have to choose California? Why couldn't it be closer to here?

I wish he'd come home already. It's been three months since I saw him, besides FaceTime and Skype of course.

I never ask him to come home, I don't want to sound needy over my brother. But when I last saw him, I felt weird around him. I figured out that I'm gay last year, and I haven't told anybody. Except one person who would never tell.

I'm scared to tell mom and dad but mostly scared to tell Nash. He'll probably hate me and never talk to me again.

The bullying in school started a while ago, but now it's gotten worse. Everyday more then three people tell me to kill myself. A little sad isn't it?

I started cutting, which I knew I shouldn't have, but I can't stop. It's like drugs kind of; once you start it's hard to stop, and you keep going until it kills you.

I got up out of bed, which I had been in all day, and walked to the bathroom. I pulled out and old shoe box from under the sink. I take out the shiny blade and put the box on the sink.

I put the blade to my wrist and made one cut.

One for being worthless.

Two for being ugly.

Three for being alive.

I heard the front door open and mom crying. "Nash! You're home!" I heard mom yell. I put the blade back in the box and shoved it under the sink.

I pulled the sleeves of my hoodie down and walked downstairs. I saw Nash talking to mom, facing away from me, so I ran up to him and jumped on his back.

"Hi Hayes," he laughed. "Hey Nash," I smiled. I looked at mom as Nash put me down.

"Finally! Hayes hasn't come out-" I shook my head no and she stopped talking. I mouthed 'thank you' and dragged Nash upstairs.

"You guys need to be active, go swim!" mom yelled. Nash will see my arm, so I'll just wear a top.

I ran to my room and changed into my swim shorts. I ran downstairs feeling like I forgot something, but I brushed it aside. I went outside and saw Taylor, The Jacks, Cameron, and Carter.

Out of all of them, I'm closest with Carter. He knows I'm gay. I told Carter everything, and he's been really supportive about it. He is the only person that knows I cut, but I made him keep it between us.

Carter came up to me and pulled me aside.

"Hayes, you need to tell him," he whispered. I shook my head.

"I just can't,"

"I'll do it for you, if you want." I nodded and smiled, a real smile. He walked over to Nash and I started to panic.

I looked at Nash and saw the saddest look on his face. I guess Cam heard too. I turned around and walked into the house.

"Hayes!" Nash yelled. I ignored him and raced into my room. Mom was standing there reading something I never wanted ANYONE to read.

👽 Part two coming soon smutties 👽

👽 I'm on my iPod so it's bad 👽

👽 Bye 👽

-A