Little Infinity (H.S)

It feels so good

Kat's p.o.v

I searched for something I promised I would never pick up. I found it! Finally! I picked up the razor, shut the door and sat down with my back against the door. 1 cut..... 2 cuts..... 3 cuts...... 4 cuts...... I had to stop but i couldn't. It feels so good. 5 cuts....... 6 cuts...... 7 cuts........ I dropped the razor when I started to feel dizzy. My sight was getting blury. I heard a loud thump and felt my head on the cold bathroom floor. I felt someone trying to pick me up.

"Stop! Just stop! Leave me here! Let me die!" I choked out through tears.

"Honey, get up. We need to get you to the hostpital." I recognized that voice as my mothers.

"No just leave me here! It's not like you care anyways! No one does! No one ever will!" I struggled to get out. Then everything went black.

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I woke up to the sound of beeping. I looked around and saw white walls and was in a white gown. Was I in the hostpital? Then all the memories of yesterday flooded back into my head. My mom was sitting in a chair in front of my bed.

"What am I doing here?" My mom's head shot up when i asked that.

"Oh my god your okay!" She started yelling for a nurse.

A girl in blue scrubs walked in, I assume she's a nurse.

"What am I doing here? What happened?" I asked the nurse.

"You lost a lot of blood yesterday. We weren't sure if you were gonna make it." That totally shocked me. Did I really cut that bad?

"When can i leave?" I was getting tired of looking at the boring white walls.

"Actually your good to go. We were just waiting for you to wake up." The friendly nurse explained.

"Are you ready to go honey?" My mother asked. I nodded.

"Okay c'mon. I already got the paperwork filled out." She said.

We left the hostpital and went to find the car in the parking lot. Luckly it wasnt far to walk, my legs were a little weak from laying down so much.

"Why did you do it?" My mom randomly ask.