Eccedentesiast.

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Trigger warning. Love. Su!cide mentions.

"I'll miss you" I said as Cayden left my house.

"I'm just going home I'll see you tomorrow." Cayden assured.

"Yea but still."

Cayden laughed as he opened .y window. He had to go in and out of my window because my mom would KILL me if I had a boy over this late.

~time skip cause I'm bored~

I walked into school with stick and Alix. Stick and I lived really cllose so we rode the same bus. Alix lived 20 minutes away so we always had to wait for them when we walked in.

We all shared the same homeroom so we all walked into class together. (If only😫😫😫)

When we got the the class we went to our assigned seats cause Ms. Friar is rude like that.

After what felt like forever we finally got to lunch. I sat with Caydens friends. I didn't have any of my own friends besides Stick and Alix. They sat with Caydens friends though.

The people at the table were: Cayden, Eli, Jordan, Zacc, Stick, Josie, Alix, and Me. They weren't all talking to each other either. Stick and Alix were having a conversation about a minecraft pig they had. Eli and zacc were talking about football or something I couldn't hear them very well as they where at the end of the table. Cayden and Jordan were talking about Gta and Josie was just quite. I wasn't talking to anyone cause I had nothing too talk about.

I used to be a quite loud person in middle school but that kinda changed once people started calling me annoying. I hurt a lot. People never realize how much affect they have on someone's life until it's to late.

I heard Alix mention Bambi in my ear and the lunch table became silent.

"Shit" alix whispered under their breathe.

Bambi was our friend who we met cause of alix. Bambi killed themselves when we were in 7th and they were in 6th. We tried to help them as much as we could. The main reason was bullying. We couldn't help much because they were in elementary and we were in middle school. Completely different buildings. We tried to help outside of school but Bambi couldn't stop thinking all of that. I'm pretty sure most of us were going through a bunch of shit at the time-Some worse then others-That's why it was so hard to help bambi. We were all dealing with are own shit to realize Bambi was about to you know. Die.

The day they died we were all together. We were at some stupid dance that they obviously couldn't go too.

They sent us all the same paragraph and jumped. I'm sure they picked that night cause they knew we couldn't stop them.

Alix took it the hardest. (Main character type shit) They were closer the Bambi than anyone.

"So this silence is pretty loud." Zacc FINALLY broke the silence.

"Yea I didn't mean to bring them up. I was just talking about my old minecraft smp thing." Alix said.

Everyone agreed to not bring it up and they just went back to
Their conversation.

~time skip cause yall don't deserve descriptive writing~

Once I got home I called Cayden. I always called him when I got home.

"Hey cutie" He said in a joking tone.

"Hey hottie." I responded in the same tone.

We talked for about and hour.

We decided to go to his house tomorrow since it was Friday and his parents were put.

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A/n

I'm going to sleep. Also this chapter is short idc.

Word count: 614
Bye besties