𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 (discontinued) jujae

eight

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##KEVIN & JACOB

kevin is the only one in the living room. sipping on the apple juice somin has gave them earlier waiting for his lover to come home.

sunwoo and eric went somewhere in the house, juyeon went to get ready— where is he going? its night time. kevin facial changes as he thinks about his friends whereabouts. all he knows is younghoon is with his boyfriends.

just when his drink finished, the big door opens. jacob smiles seeing his lover waiting for him on the couch. he then pouts watching kevin yawn. "hello baby, you could've wait for me in our room"

kevin smiles softly, shooking his head as a no. "but i want to wait for you, lets go hm?" he walks towards jacob. putting his arm around the older's waist, taking him towards their shared room.

as soon as they were in their room, jacob went to shower and kevin comfortably sat on the bed— waiting for jacob again nearly falling asleep.

walking out of the closet, jacob smiles to himself seeing how soft kevin looked waiting for him. jacob crawl himself to kevin's lap. both legs beside kevin's waist, face smushed into kevin's clothes. hearing kevin's heartbeat makes him relax, melting into kevins touch.

kevin placed his head on top of jacob's head, eyes closed, one hand around the older's neck and the other playing with his wet blonde hair. despite having slight music in the background, its comfortable to both of them. its rini... so forgivable.

this is the feeling kevin has always craved. feeling safe in someone's arms. knowing that this someone would protect and help him when he's on the point of breaking down. he knows because that happened once.

their first impressions to each other was not really that great since it was in canada. kevin silently crying his eyes out in the park and jacob gently walking to him and offering him a lot of tissues while the younger stutters on his words. kevin thought since jacob was a stranger why not tell him all of his struggles.

one month later, they met again in the cafe kevin worked at. kevin took jacobs order while the older was busy doing his work.

kevin sneaks a napkin with his number as he gave jacob his drink that he ordered. confused, jacob look up to see kevin smiling brightly and waving at him.

at first kevin didnt want to admit that he likes jacob. he was scared. he was used to having feelings for a girl not a boy. what would his family think of him? he is the only child. they would want the blood line to continue. so he asked one of his good friend— that is gay with 2 boyfriends— jung jaehyun.

"i was like that before i started dating taeyong and doyoung. i was scared too kevin. in short i was the biggest pussy and i was selfish. i would think about my feelings only and not on the kitten and bunny's ones. i ignored them for months and they forgave me without hesitation. everytime i see them i cant help but to cry couldnt believe how i got the two most purest human being ive ever met. so dont be scared kevin! tell jacob you love him. time wont wait for you."

sometimes jaehyun's advice are shits but this one was something else. look at kevin now. feeling like the most luckiest man to have jacob as his soon to be husband.

having jacob in his arm sleeping soundly. light snores coming out of his mouth. kevin smiles. "i love you"

he didnt let go of jacob while he lays himself on the bed. using his feet to help him cover the older and him with the blanket. holding jacob like he's going to disappear if he doesn't hold him.

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