Lost Lover • A Taekook story

Lost Lovers

POV Jungkook

I slowly put the cassette in, that Taehyung left me on the day of the Soccer final.
"Does it Record? Well, when you will hear it, it's probably too late already. I am not here anymore. Hey...? Do you hate me now? You regret that you ever met me, right? When... when you think of us, do you remember the bittersweet memories? At night, do you cry yourself to sleep? Do you look at my pictures and miss me...? Do you miss..us?

I know I owe you an explanation... but where should I start? I was diagnosed with a brain tumour... I knew it was a lost battle for me. I wouldn't survive and see you smile ever again... But then the unacceptable happened... You.. my precious love.. were diagnosed with Cardiomyopathy. You needed heart transplantation. It was hard for me to see you suffering from your weak heart in the hospital... So I gave you mine. I know you have nightmares when you go to sleep but you should let our memories go...

I love you...!

I will never leave you because now... I live with you! You own my heart now so please take care of it for me. At the moment, the first time I met you, I knew I'll fall hard for you..and the closer I got to you I knew it would hurt a lot when I have to leave. But I was greedy! I wanted to love you more and I wanted that you love me too. For you, I was only your best friend but for me, you were my first true love... We were both two sick souls. If one survives the other one goes back home. Therefore don't cry when you miss me. Close your eyes and recall all our memories. We are going to different paths now... so don't try to kill yourself with sadness... Enjoy life! Soon you will forget my presence in your life, let me go now Kookie..!Go on! Spring is waiting for you..But for me, winter has come. Don't cry when you visit my grave, it may never reach me."

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Hello everyone, this is my first English written story it may be short but one of my favourite. If it inspired you to write a longer one based on what happend in this one, you can just contact me and we can talk about it!