promise?

note

a week later jimin revived a note from a man dressed formally. he said "sorry for ur loss" but ofc jimin couldn't hear so he just smiled and unfolded the paper.

ily :p
btw when u come to my address dig under the daisies in the garden, there's one certain spot dw u'll know :)
-vix

there was a spot of what looked like blood in the corner. "it must be vix's"jimin thought smiling. he always knew u were quite weird and found this unique and cute. "don't worry i'm coming bby" he thought to himself.

after 2 years jimin received news that his parents died in a car crash. he was sad but this meant that he could finally get out. he held the note from 2 years ago the most precious object he had. he gave u his guitar as he taught u how to play. he ran out the door and the first place he travelled to was ur address. he impatiently knocked on the door to find an old woman.
he handed her a slip of paper
"hey do yk a girl called vixen i'm her best friend and i would rly like to meet her!"
the woman's croaky voice spoke
"i'm sorry she died two years ago"
jimin scribbled on the paper
"if u don't mind writing, i'm deaf :))"
"i'm her mother. she's dead."
the way those words stabbed jimin like a blade he was shocked but before he could say anything the woman shut the door and didn't open it again.
tears forming in his eyes he went over to a patch of daisies, they were ur fav flowers. he dug and dug and dug hoping for this all to be a lie until he finally found a guitar case. he took it out from the ground and opened it. inside was his guitar, and a note.

hey jimin if ur reading this i'm so so sry i just couldn't do it anymore my whole time there was an act i rly did enjoy spending time w u but the main thing that was always on my mind was kys. ily a lot but u deserve someone much better, someone mentally stable, someone normal. pls go live a great life and i made a recording, i learnt promise :)) well ik u can't hear it but here it is anyway. i told u a lot of secrets but one i never told u is that i make i lot of promises jimin, but i never keep them.
ilym more than u could ever imagine, pls don't be mad ♡
-vix
jimin couldn't think, his brain was racing this thoughts were stumbling his heart- his heart was no longer a heart, more a shrivelled up daisy.

jimin travelled far with his guitar case the note still inside, while listening to the cassette tape with his wired earphones despite not being able to hear. the truth was jimin had an even bigger secret, he always could hear but pretended not to because real the reason his parents hated him was because he had a sister but his big mouth got her killed. it was him that was screaming so loud that they couldn't hear his sister crying for help as she was having a stroke. it was him that was too busy singing to them so that they couldn't hear his sister dying. that's y he gave up on music but vixen made him want to start again. he was planning on telling her when he got out despite the consequences, he would sing to her, he'd been practicing.

jimin walked into the sea, his case filled with his guitar as well as rocks he held the note in his hand still listening to her soothing voice.

i'll be with u soon, i promise.