All I Need Is You

It's Okay

Lucia's pov:

After the funeral I came home. The mansion is silent and darker than usual. It's like when Gio died the part of the house died too. Gio and the boys lived here, but now Alek and Matteo moved to the other mansion with the other members so it's just me and Domenico with the maids and guards at outside. Zaira and Irina is moved to the safehouse for a little time with Domenico's Dad. I walked to my room to change some comfy clothes. I put on a legging and a big hoody. I walked down to the kitchen and grabbed some ice cream then walked to the living room and sat down in front of the TV and I'm just starring at the black screen while eating Gio's favorite ice cream flavor, vanilia and caramel.

I hear the front door open and shut. I guess it's Domenico but I don't turn around. I hear him walk up the stairs to his bedroom and shut the door behind him. After about two hour just sitting in the dark livingroom I decid to check up on Domenico.

I head toward his room and knock on the door but there is no answer. I open the door slowly and sss it's pitch black in the room. I sss a body laying on the bed with the help of the hallway lights. I sigh and just as about I close the door I hear Domenico

-"Stay" - I stabd there a little then step in the room and close the door behind me. Walking over to the bed I sit down and look down to the floor. I feel a hand around my waist pulling me toward a chest. I lay down in front of him and he hold me close while cuddling with me. My back is against his front.

-"I'm sorry Domenico, I'm so sorry."- I sob a little and close my eyes.

-"It was not your fault, he wanted this. I don't know what I would do If the bullet hit you that night." - He whisper.

-"But he's dead now, beacuse of me. I'm sorry" - I sas. He turn me around so I'm now face to face with him. The room is still dark but I can see his face.

-"He was my best friend yes, I'm glad he save you because he know If you die, I can't handled the guilt and the pain, with this he save both of us. He give us a chance to live as happy as we can. He want us to move on and remember him with joy and happy. Don't ever be sorry you know Gio would smack you if he would hear this. I'm sorry I avoided you, but I had to process this and find peace. I don't want to hurt you so I kept distance."-He sas truthfully looking at me.

I snuggle into his chest and take a deep breathe to his cologne. He hold me tight to himself like  in one moment someone would try to take me away.

"- I'm glad you're okay Baby"- I whisper and feel myself fell asleep.