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by lokkienampuja

by lokkienampuja

After Crystal left i went to my living room and started to watch some Netflix. I chose some random show and to be honest i'm not even really interested in it, i just want to spend time somehow, but then i realise something, "DID WE SLEEP TOGETHER!" i shout out loud.

I panic a little bit before i force myself to calm down, you got this girl, Crystal and you didn't do anything together. We just slept beside eachother like normal best friends do, nothing special.

Despite managing to calm myself down i still have that feeling that something happened. Should i ask Jaida? Or Jackie? She's smart and she knows answer to everything but i'm closer with Jaida.

I get up from the couch and grab my phone before running to my bedroom. I jump on to my bed before I open WhatsApp and message to Jaida, i write "Hi girlie, u up yet?"and send it. Few minutes later i got an answer, "Yeah i'm making some breakfast".

Jaida:
Do you need something or?

Gigi:
Uhm not really, but last night when we were out i ended up doing sinful things with a man..

Jaida:
Girl i might unfriend you because of this, no hets allowed in my household.

Gigi:
Rude. Anyways after that i was feeling bad because of the alcohol and i went to find Crystal and since she's my bestie and we love eachother so much, she took me home and then idk what happened since i can't remeber anything because of that damn alcohol, but i think we slept together..

Jaida:

ABOUT A TIME!

Gigi:
Wdym?

Jaida:
Gigi, sweetie, i love you but sometimes you are so dumb. It's so obvious that you and Crystal like eachother.

Gigi:
Oh are u sure? Crystal might like someone else..

Jaida:
Trust me, she doesn't, she only likes you.
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Oh...maybe Jaida is right? Maybe Crystal likes me? Or what if Crystal likes Jaida! Or Jackie? Jan? Literally anyone else! I'm just a boring girl with an ordinary life, why would she even like me?

I turn off my phone and toss it to the other side of my king sized bed before turning around on my stomach. I press my face down on to my pillow and let out a scream of frustration. Why can't love and feelings be simple. I feel like a disney teen movie character right now.

I turn around again but this time i'm facing the ceiling, "staring at the ceiling in the dark...AGHHH" i shout, "Gigi not now! This is not the time to sing sad love songs what's wrong with you!" I say to myself and reach for my phone. I open whatsapp again but this time i go to my converstation with Crystal.

Gigi:
Hey crys...
Hey crys..
Hey cr
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Gigi:
Hey Crystal, can we talk? Over the phone please?
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A/N
I'm alive! Oh and happy new year (:
Also i'm really sorry about the lack of updates, i really need to step up and update more eheheh..