Past

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Relationship somewhat means there is a LOVE between it. It reflects those people being connected on each other.

On the other hand, Mew and Gulf have been together for about 5 years but they figure out that their relationship is not working at all. They tried to fix it but it's still the same.

Both of the parties separated and go back on their normal life. Mew does have someone and they will gonna have their One Year Anniversary soon.

Mew meet Jezz when he and Gulf broke up he was on a bad state that time and Jezz was also moving on over his ex.

It was really so fast for Mew. Even if Mew and Gulf broke up two years ago, he is still cherishing the latter. He is into Jezz but Gulf still have a part on his heart.

Jezz couldn't do anything. She loves Mew, she can give up anything just to be with Mew.

Jezz always think of some thought that she is a woman, and Mew's ex is a man. She feels insecure.

Mew and Jezz can assure you on how the way they act that they are happilly being together but deep inside they feel that something is lacking.

However both of them was afraid to talk about it because of the thought that their relationship will be get waste.

But on Gulf's state, he is living in a contented life. Being with his parents makes him happy the most. He is not relationship with someone because he is still not ready to love yet.

Gulf is still holding on even if his hopes are fading, he will still hold on. Yes, he loves Mew but what can he do? He knows that Mew have someone he loves now.

His heart and mind still have a part for Mew and he is pushing the fact that Mew is not beside him anymore He still can't accept it.

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"And we should also visit Switzerland on our next Anniversary, I heard that their are places out there that have beautiful interiors like on Zurich and Geneva," Jezz excitedly said on Mew.

They are on Jezz's condominium right now, just having some chitchats on what they will gonna do on their first anniversary.

"Apart from that Babe, we can also do skiing and hiking. I can say that we will really enjoy our vacation on Switzerland." Jezz added and turned his gaze on Mew waiting for the response of the man.

"Uh, Babe?" Jezz said a little loud to catch Mew's attention.

"Babe, you are spacing again." The woman pouted and Mew chuckled a little.

"I'm sorry Love, we will visit Singapore soon." Mew responded absentmindedly.

"Babe, It's Switzerland not Singapore. I feel so sad now. You are not paying attention." Jezz turned away and let go of Mew's hand.

"You said it earlier but I didn't intend to ignore you Jezz. I'm just thinking of something." Mew was deeply sorry. He just can't stop thinking of someone.

"Oh, of course you didn't but calling me on a different endearment hurt me a little." Jezz sarcastically said.

She wasn't that mad because he knows how Gulf made a big part on Mew's life. Yes, Mew and Gulf's endearment is 'Love'.

"Jezz I-I don't really know what's happening on me these past few days." Mew looked down.

The woman's forehead creased and something sink in on her mind. Mew is probably thinking again of the past.

"You are thinking about the past right?"

"No, I'm not." Mew licked his lips and stood up and that made Jezz grabbed his hand.

"Where are you going now?" Jezz dragged her self onto Mew.

"Just tell me. We're both hurting our selves." Mew glanced on her.

The man couldn't say anything. He pulled away on Jezz embrace and that made the woman confuse.

"Don't lie to me Mew, just please."

"I'm sorry." Mew said shortly.

Jezz sat up."That explains everything."

"I saw h-him, I don't know what's happening on myself Jezz." Mew frustratingly grabbed his hair.

"Your still into him that's why." Jezz started to fiddle her fingers.

"We did loved each other Jezz but our past keep on haunting us." Mew looked at her.

"Those past still have a part on our heart nor mind." Jezz turned his gaze on him and smiled.

"I will a-admit," Mew grabbed Jezz hands and kissed the top of it." I still love him but you're important to me."

"I k-know, I know that those memorable days that we shared together we're all real. But let's be honest here Mew," Jezz inhaled deeply."We will just hurt our selves if we keep on doing this."

"So do you want us to end this?" Mew's brows furrowed.

"That is the only solution." Jezz look at him.

Mew shaked his head in disagreement. He keeps uttering "sorry" to Jezz. He loves Jezz but not on the same way like he loves Gulf.

Jezz let go of Mew's hand."Your obviously still into him Mew.

"Mew look at me," The man turned his gaze on her. "My mom told me that you should never hurt the one you love. It isn't love if you do."

"B-but I love you." Mew hugged Jezz tightly.

Jezz let out on Mew's embrace. The two are so messed up. Jezz is sobbing quietly while Mew is sitting on the floor.

"You did, you did love me but it's nothing on how you love Gulf." Jezz cupped Mew's face.

"Let's end this Mew."

The latter aggressively run his hands onto his hair.

"Maybeㅡ we did meet each other so we can heal ourselves and after that we will grow, but with someone whom we meant to be." Jezz nudged a smile.

"I don't know what to say." Jezz let Mew stand up and pulled the man closer. Both of them hugged each other like there is no tommorow.

"Sometimes, you just need to give up." Jezz uttered.

"Thankyou Jezz." They both let go on each other.

"It is better this way."

"Now go and get your man Mew." Mew freezed a little.

"Suppasit, do you want me to throw a stick so you can leave?" Jezz joked out and Mew nooded his head.

"Oh, come on." Jezz giggled.

"I will, thankyou." Mew dashed out on Jezz Apartment.

"We need to set each other free Mew because this is for the better. Letting you go signifies that I really care for you," Jezz looked outside of the balcony.

"And I will do anything nor everything just to make you happy."

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"Sometimes, the right way to love is to leave."
-k.tolnoe
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ACTUALLY THIS IS LONG BUT I CUTTED THE PART OF MEWGULF. I WILL UPLOAD IT TOMORROW. MWAH <3

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