death doesn't seem too bad right now.
death in any sense honestly.
to me or to anyone i know.
to this country, even.
i cant, though.
i cant because I've taken Your life.
i cant throw away my life, I'd be throwing Yours away too
You were killed to give me this power i so badly wanted, i cant throw this away.
not yet, i need to use this opportunity. use it to take itmori or auxerre.
i need to keep living,
for You, even if You're not.
