I don't know how to say this, but i don't think i will be updating ever again on this account. People know who I am personally on here and I feel like they're judging me. Before you get mad please let me explain myself.
I would always read people's stories ,and I would notice when the author was down their readers would make them feel happy again. I wanted that, that's one of the reasons why I began to write my stories. Also I really enjoy writing .
My first story was embarrassing which I thankfully deleted. I'm very thankful for the views, votes, and comments on my stories. Here's the reason why I'm stopping. I sadly have anxiety, and it's ruining my life. I can't get a notification from my stories without feeling anxious. The questions that come to my head is "What if I misspelled something?" ,"what if no one likes my ideas?!" The usual "what if" questions. That's a stupid excuse ,but it's horrible living like this. I can't even text someone without feeling like I'm gonna be judged. When someone points out something that I did wrong, I began to feel like the room is closing. Everyone's gonna laugh.
I just want help, I want to update something without feeling like people will judge me. For now , this is goodbye until I'm confident with myself.
