Oh? A hug yes a hug. I missed her hugs. Now we're hugging in front of an audience but it has to be quick. She's a great hugger. I want this to be longer than it is. Her warm sent of vanilla.
"Wow you guys seem to be enjoying that hug!" Ellen said
We backed away and she sat on the table she popped out of.
"That was the gayest thing Ive ever seen! And I'm gay!" Ellen joked
Like I said before I don't like this lady. We continued the interview for about two more questions then Billie went back to the back. It was my time to do a musical performance. I was doing a cover of 20 something by SZA. I was a bit nervous but I knew I could do it. I got on stage and had one of my favorite guitars with me. It's the one billie gave me. I've wanted it since I was a kid. I'm glad she doesn't hate me anymore, we are surprisingly on good terms I just want to have a moment to ourselves though. Look at how nice this guiar is.
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"How could it be? 20 something, all alone still. Not a phone in my name. Ain't got nothin, running from love only know fear. That's me, Ms 20 something. Ain't got nothin' running from love wish you were here oh"
I look up to the audience while singing to see both Casey and Billie snuck into the audience. What they don't know is that they're standing right next to each other. Casey doesn't pay much attention to what's in front of her, or in this case right next to her. Billie hasn't met Casey that i'm sure of. When Billie listens to someone sing she rests her chin on her hand and smiles. She's doing just that. I miss her so much. Even if we can only be friends. After the performance of as over I rushed to the back wanting to get a little alone time with billie.
"Bro you did so good I wasn't expecting that!" Casey said
I could see Billie in the back walking with finneas I wanted to reach her but here everyone was congratulating me.
"Thanks, um i gotta go do something will you let go of my arm please?" I laugh looking over to Billie
"Oh yeah sorry"
I ask the employee where Billie is and they lead me to her room. Excitedly I knock and the door opens. It's finneas.
"What's up heartbreaker"
Oh so he's the one that hates me. Okay.
"Hey finneas, can I talk to your sister" I ask
"No-"
"Finneas let her in!" I hear billie say in the back
Finneas sighed and let me in but he left the room. I went in and closed the door behind me nervous to see what would happen. Billie smiled like her cute self and I sat next to her.
"You did good"
"Thanks, you did good in scaring the shit out of me!" i laugh
"Haha Im sorry" She laughed
"I find it a little coincidental that we saw each other two days ago and now you're here though" I say
"Casual coincidence?"
"Come on"
"Yeah I asked to be here" she admitted
"Why? The more and more I want to the less i'm able to move on"
"I think you've moved far enough"
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"Don't you have a girlfriend now? I've seen the pictures"
"What girlfriend billie? What pictures?" I scoffed confused
"The holding hands, the hanging out everywhere all the time. You're famous now Quinn people are going to see you even if you don't see them"
"I have no girlfriend the person I've been hanging out with recently has been helping me get to you" I explain
"Did you just say you were trying to move on?"
I did didn't I? Dumb why would I say that? Regain yourself Quinn!
"Well..I guess i'm weak for you I don't know" I laughed a little bit
THAT stare when someone looks at you after you said something stupid I am feeling very stupid by the way she is looking at me please stop looking at me like that. Hit awkwardness no talking just watching not in love watching in awkward watching, does that make sense? probably not.
"Get out" She said
"Oh come on, you said you missed me"
"Quinn if you don't get out something I'll regret will happen."
She got and headed for the door, I assume to open it. I walk towards her sad I have to leave. I was waiting for her to open the door for me to leave until I heard a click. The door only clicks when you lock it.
"Billie I thought you wanted me to leave-"
You know those aggressive ass kisses in the movies when the they basically launch themselves towards a person to kiss them? Yeah well she did that I was cut off I have every right to assume she'll regret this later. So will I, I wanted to move slowly not act like we were still together.
"We shouldn't be doing this" I say between the kiss as we move onto the couch
"I know" she responds kissing me more
"you're going to regret this"
"I know"
At this point i was sitting in the couch while she was on top of me. I need to pull away. I feel her hair and it feels stringy, like fake? It feels dead like a wig. Is she wearing a wig??
"Mm billie" I try to back away
"what" she said still on top of me
"are you wearing a wig?" I ask confused
She sighs and pulls off her green hair revealing blonde hair.
