love and passion(needsEditing)

dil ka kya karu

Heartbeat raced breath fastened tears blurring her vision she dreamt this everyday him coming to her confessing his love taking her with him.her terance was broken by sid voice again this time he held her hand gently.. it was real tge tcg was real he was looking into hee eyes.
Bol na shehnaaz tujhe mai pasand nahi aaya..dekh tere liyr mai yaha bhi aa gaya..apne sath le jane k liye
Bol na baby chalegi mere sath hamesha k liye meri banke..
Sana always wanted to hear this always visualised the same..but today when hes front of her came all over frm mumbai to punjab she feels happy but scared hus words which were ringing in her ears still
'TUJHPE TRUST KARNA BHUL HAI'

'KYU KOI AUR MIL GAYA HAI'

Those words hurt hee tond core it was so evident he nvr had  the trust.nd he may nt trust again
The fear of him rejecting her was stopping her to react.

Sana kya hua bolna shehbaaz shook her a bit.
B:offcourse bhai pasand ho aap hi pasand ho .aur paaka jayegi..aap ki to wait kar rahi

'NAHI'

SANA SAID IT SO LOUD THT IT ECHOED
all of the family was shocked
Sid was wordless and baffled he cud only utter her name in a whisper ' Shehnaaz'

Sana freed her hand from his

Nahi sidharth maine nhi jana tere sath.kyuki is baar agar tune mujhe chod dia aur tu nahi bol paya tere dil mai kya hai .meri bhi self rrspect hai .dukhta hai muje bahaut darti hu ab us dard se
Ss:sana tujhe nhi dikha raha mai bas tere liye aaya hu yaha
S:to chala jaa ab.jhoote umeede.mat de plz bahut hurt hoti hai chala ja..sorry but ab nhi chahti mai kuch go plz..

She pushed him a bit and ran towards her room ..she wa crying shivering hurriedly she came to her room nd was closing d door when his hand blocked the door.his eyes were red she can see the anger in thm the intensity of gaze was burning her.

Ans she dint knw when she was pinned to the wall by him..he was close very close he was looking deep in to her eyes with hurt nd love mixed together.his breath fling on her face was making her shiver she was sacred to melt  in front of him she wanted to b strong nd not to fall for him again but little did she knw tht she was nd will nver be over him.
S:tu kyu aaya maine kaha na ab koi baat nhi karni aur  ab kahi nahi jaana hat yaha se
She tried to escape but she was push again to the wall and her hands were pinned to d wall this time.he hel her so tight tht it would leave the mark
Ss:shehnaaz mai sirf tere liye yaha aaya tha..pyar se tujhe le jaane k liye apne sath apni duniya mai
Tune sab kharab kar dia

S:ha mai to hamesha kharab hinkarti hu sidharth to chod de mujhe waise bhi mera man badal gaya hai.

Ss:shehnaaz aisa kuch mat bol jisse tujhe baad mai pachtana padhe.mai aaj agar yaha se gaya to phir kabhi wapis nhi aaunga.

Shehnaaz tera man badal gaya shayad meri hi wajaha se par mai apne  dil ka kya karu tere bina kaise jiyu..pyar ho gya hai tujhse shehnaaz bas bola nhi gaya mujhse..itna pyar k saans lena mushkil.ho gaya tha mera mai bolta nhi hu par nhi reh sakta tere bagair aur isko mai sabit kaise karu nhi smajh aata
He losened his grip on her hand moved a step back. Expecting her to say something

Sana came into her senses she was happy emotional but she held herself together not to melt this time.

Ss:ok fine tujhe nhi bilna kuch its up to u mai jantà hu i failwd this time but shehnaaz mai mai dar gaya tha mai tujhse bahut bada hu..bahut kamiya hai mujhmai. Kahi tu  ujhe chod kar na chali jaye hamesha k liye kahi tu regret na kare mujhse pyar kar k.aur jab tune engagment ki baat ki mai possesive ho gaya tha shehnaaz woh sab kuch maine jalan ki wajah se bola  phir laga sahi to hai tu mujhse better deserve krti hai.tu aagayi yaha mujhe bina bataye mujhe laga mai marjaunga..but i want a chance frm u.
I love you shehnaaz nhi chalna tujhe mere sath to thik hai par mai mrte dam tak bas tujhe hi chahunga.
Jaa raha hu mai ab aur pareshan nahi karunga

He turns to leave but was stoped by her she held his hand.came front of him

S:teri prob hai bas jab tu apni bolta hai tu kisi ki nahi sunta.pyar karta hai to aise haar maan kar jayega roothi hu to bina manaye jyaega.
Ha mai hurt hui bahut hui mujhe laga tu kabhi nhi bolega umeed chod di thi maine bas tujhe face nahi karna chahti thi isliye bina bole chali ayi kyuki tu phir nhi bol pata aur mai phir hurt hoti..mujhe laga tu aaya kyuki tu care karta hai.shadi waadi jst majaak k liye hoga
Ss:apni poori family k sath aaunga majaak krne gadhi
Rishta jorne aaya hu.tujhe officially apni family banane .to kya bolti hai karegi deal zindgi bharka is khadoos k sath

Sana was in happy tears she couldnt speak further nd nodded her head.

He pulled her close to him his hands were.on her waist holding her tight..with a intense look ..he was gazing her lips

Ss:then we shd seal the deal with this

His lips touched her lips..a fire ignited in their body..kiss was a promise  to be with ech other forever..kiss was theor love which flowed in their blood now..
His lips playing woth hers her hand on his neck pulling him to her deepning the kiss..the passion was on the peak..but they were out of breath too..they broke this kiss but he dint brrak the touch his lips were on her neck giving subtle kisses he wanted to mark her his but he knew they hav to b with the family .unwantedly he parted..giving her a hug

Ss:lets go down nd let me make it official.but usse pehle hulia thik kar laal ho gyi hai bilkul

It made her giggle..she went in front of the mirror made her hair corrected her cloths
Then both of thm went down.
The whole family was  nervous to see them serious
RA.kya hua sid .itne serious kyu hi dono..baat ki dono ne.
Sana beta misunderstanding to ho jati hai.mai itni dur apni bahu lene ayi tu nhi ayegi hamare sath..yeh to pagal hai .iski wajah se tu humai bhi chod degi.

Sidnaaz looked at each other  nd cudnot cntroll their laugh.

Every1 was shocked and surprised to see them the same as before.

Sid held sana hand .they were.looking at ech other lovingly.
Ss: shehnaaz kaur gill..kya tum shehnaa kaur gill shukla banna chahogi.kya merr jaise pagak khadoos k sath apni poori zindgi bitana chahoge i dnt promise tht all days will good but i can promise 1 thing tht i will b there with u in your all bad days. Aaj sabk saamne i will confess ..i love you to the infinity and beyond.
Every1  was looking at sana for the answer..
And she shake head in no every1 face dropped..
S:pehle bata yeh ifnity kya hota hai.

The room was full of laughters

Ss:ifnity nhi infinity matlab jiska koi naap nhi
Ab jawab de

S:she said haan aisa mauka mai kaise chod du.pehle to guss mai na boldi..ab tune manaliya pyar se to maan gyi..

Ss:aur tetr self respect ka  kya..

S:rakhna to tha but dil ka kya karu jo sirf tujhe chahta hai ..bhad mai jaye self respect.

And he hugges in front of the family..ever1 clapped in happiness.

He was hers nd she was his in front of his world thts his family.
Roka was done rita mom gave her kangan to sana.
His sister hugged lovingly.sid was taken in a warm hug by baaz abd sanas father..
Alltogether they were happy family forever

The end

Thank you all for your
   prayers nd concern.i  wrote the end to it..but if u want me to continue this story .i will other waise will come back with a new 1 🥰