Being desperate on finding love and happiness. Slowly, each and every day we become more and more thirsty to the point that we become blind, as well as our minds become blurry. Everything soon crumbles and you won't have a choice.
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Feelings of desperation haunt me
Effects of being alone and lonely
two guys in my mind that I like
not one of them even recognize
I don't know if they're really unaware
Maybe just a sign of "I don't care"
why does this feeling torture me
I wanna be numb and carefree
Stop this feeling of desperation
I can no more stand on my own.
It's shameful & quite disgraceful
A girl who looks like a lady
But is actually still a girl.
Reckless, foolish, vulnerable
Weak and undependable
You have reached an all time low
Reflect on yourself
And let it go
Let the negativity out
And never ever let it in
Change. Improvement.
Begin again.