A collection of thoughts from various times
I will update this whenever I find something interesting to share with you, or just whenever I feel like writing.
Thank you!
My idea is to write short stories here. When I was way younger (2018), I would plan out full stories in my head and try to make books using this app like my step mother had. While it is a cool idea, I could never get my thoughts in order as I used to be able to. I definitely could if I planned out my idea on paper since I work WAY better on paper.
Above, I have attached a song. A YouTube video, more so. It's called "nobody here" and it's been around for a while now. Certified vapor wave classic.
I remember being afraid the first time I watched it since .. well it's creepy as fuck. People repeating words or sounds makes my skin crawl! I'll attach some other videos I personally find interesting below, or somewhere along the line of me writing this ~~~ When I was younger, I lived in a big place with a backyard and a long, narrow hallway that led to my room (to the left) and my cousins room (to the right). One thing I remember vividly about this house was my window. Like I mentioned before, this place was pretty big, and we had a eucalyptus tree outside that I used to love climbing on. My bed was to the corner of the room, the end facing the closet. I will add a photo somewhere to show you this so you'll understand. My window was right next to my bed, to the right of where my pillow was. I was going to say head but it rhymes and that'll make this corny. Anyways, I would always tell my mom that there were people staring at me in my window. From the backyard. Mind you, I was probably around 9 or 10 when this was happening to me. Traumatizing.
Now, here's where I scare myself with this childhood house. We had a lovely dog, her name was Fortune. We also lived with her puppy Cali. Sadly, Fortune passed away late last year but the memory lives on definitely.
Remember when I said the hallway was narrow and long? Here's where that comes in to play.
Fortune sometimes would stand in defense mode at the very start of that hallway, and bark a terrifying loud sound. It was a bark for sure, but it was different from her usual barks.. idk.
She also refused to go into my room sometimes. At all costs, she would stay outside the doorframe and stare into the space I stayed in. Now that I think of it, my room was definitely liminal. There was hardly anything. I mean I had a bed, a (creepy ass) box TV and a shit ton of stuffed animals. That was pretty much all I had going on in there. I seriously need to find a photo since I know I have them.. somewhere packed away.
My mother and I talk about this sometimes. Weird experiences like so happen to us all the time, so we've become friendly and familiar with the things that visit our homes. I know how to tell the difference between good energy and harmful energy, which is why I am always particularly kind to whatever haunts us. I believe that spirits can change. They can start off haunting you with bad energy and making you afraid, but later on they might comfort you if they can sense that you need (or want) it.
I think I got off topic here, I'm a huge talker. I could talk about so many things for HOOURRSSS. It almost makes me insecure.
Holy shit. My audio for that video just randomly started playing. LOOK .. I wanted to add that if you could imagine people (who aren't real) staring at you through your window IN YOUR BACKYARD .. while your practically paralyzed from fear as a child while that song played on your box TV, then you would know how it felt. A repetitive "there's nobody here" while people are deadass staring at you and just standing there. They won't go away either. Chills.
Hey, update on that house. It's 4:33 now and the last part I wrote was at like 4:15. I've spent a while looking for inside photos and all I could find was this
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This definitely isn't exact, but this is what our neighbor's living room looked like (apparently, I typed in the wrong address the first time hahaha). I found the street view, but it seems like nobody has photos of the inside. I think this is because it was first sold for like 85K in 1994. To be exact, it was on May 27th that they sold it VIA redfin. Not sure how accurate that is but I'll roll with it for now haha
Here's the street view, and I'll describe what I can from the inside. I'll probably add a personal drawing later on today, I got a drop off to make. Lmao it's for a baby shower. I'm not a drug dealer.
Anyway here's the front view
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YEAH. As you can clearly see, something definitely haunts that place, since it's old as shit and I have personal experience.
Seeing that garage invoked an even feeling of comfort and fear. I remember we had this extremely strong magnet that I used to play with since for some reason the floor was magnetic ??? Anyway, me and the dogs would play in there a lot, usually I would make them watch my talent show since we had a stage light looking thing.
I want to close this off with a formal thank you if you've taken interest in the things I've written so far. I'll write back soon. Until then, caso cerrado 🧑🏽⚖️! You guys ever watch that show ..? ..
