The Arc Angel

Fun night

You and Dean wake up a few hours later.

"Dean...what time is it?" You ask in your morning voice.

Dean turns to his alarm clock.

"4am...want some breakfast?"

"Not yet I just wanna cuddle for a minute..." you whisper as you drape your leg over Dean.

Dean rests his hand on your leg and kisses your forehead.

"Hey gorgeous?" Dean says.

"Yes bubs?"

"I know this may be a little soon but...I want you to know that I love you..." Dean says with a hint of worry in his voice.

You look up at Dean and smile slightly.

"Dean...you're the best thing to happen to me in my eons of existing...I love you to" you say and you let out a smile.

Deans cheeks turn red as a huge smile covers his face draining any hint of doubt or uncertainty. You gently place your hand on his cheek as he pulls you into a passionate kiss. Dean runs his hand up your thigh and to your side pulling you on top of him.

You then start running your hands up under his shirt feeling his toned abs under your finger tips. You gently start planting little kisses on his collarbone and jawline. Suddenly you hear a flap and you turn around to see Castiel standing in the middle of the room.

"I'm sorry...do you want me to come back later I see I've interrupted something." Castiel says.

Dean let's out and irritated breath and looks over at Castiel.

"No Cas you already killed the mood...what is it?"

"Maybe it's best if we talk in the library..." Castiel says with a worried tone in his voice.

You and Dean stand up and follow Castiel into the library. When you reach the library you and Dean sit across from each other while Castiel stands beside you.

"So...what's the news Castiel" you say.

Castiel hangs his head before looking at you.

"Your grace.... I found it..."

"That's great Cas where is it?!" You say in an excited voice.

"Michael....he took it..."

"Well I know that Cas...that's how I lost it"

"No....he stole your grace and basically absorbed it...it no longer exists y/n...."

you stare at Castiel in shock as you hear his words leave his mouth. Your grace was gone forever. You stand up and walk to another room. Dean follows after you and watches as you struggle not to break anything. Dean grabs your hand and pulls you outside with him. When you get outside Dean and you get into the impala and he starts driving.

"Dean where are we going?" You say in an angry tone.

"Somewhere to help you release your anger." Dean says as he eyes the road.

You stay silent till you get to an abandon house. You and Dean get out of the impala and You both grab crowbars. (He also grabs an EMF meter just in case) when you walk inside Dean pulls out the EMF meter and it doesn't go off.

"Ok good...now break anything you wanna break..but I want you to let out all that built up anger" Dean says.

You nod slightly and turn to and object and slowly push it off the table.

"Noooo....y/n BREAK it don't just break it...I want you to smash it...like this." Dean says as he hits the wall with the crowbar causing a hole to form.

You smile slightly and turn around towards a table and you run the crowbar straight threw it. You then begin smashing everything letting out every built up emotion. As your letting all your emotions out you begin to cry from frustration. When you finish breaking things you collapse to the ground crying.

Dean rushes over to you and pulls you into his arms. You cry into his shoulder as you think about every bad thing that has ever happened to you that you buried your emotions for. After a few minutes you calm down and Dean carries you to the car. When he puts you in the car and the crowbar and EMF Meter back in the trunk he gets in.

"How do you feel if we pick up some food?" Dean says as he pulls you into his side.

You nod slightly and Dean starts driving. After a couple minutes Dean stops at a diner and runs inside. He comes back out with a bunch of food and you begin working your way back to the bunker.