Nikki Sixx Fantasies

Just Friends

It's hard for me, but it's harder to ignore it
Oh, my fantasy, come feel my love tonight - Against The Wind by Bonnie Tyler

Nikki and I met while we were walking our dogs. We started talking photography as we rambled along with our pups at our feet. I was so excited finally meeting my hero. It was so hard to keep my cool. He's down to earth and managed to calm my fangirl nerves pretty quickly. We've hung out a few times since. He says he feels the need to check up on a little woman who insists on sleeping alone in her van in the woods. I told him how else would I catch wild animals doing what they do if I wasn't willing to go where they live. He just laughed.

He didn't show today it made me sad, but I think I needed time to calm my hormones anyway. Damn it's so hard to ignore how he makes my body feel. I sigh I would never come on to him. He's married. I can't believe how some women could. Why would you want the rejection. I don't think my lack of self confidence could handle it, sigh Besides I like being his friend I wouldn't want to muck it up by letting him know that I have the hots for him.

"Zuko want to swim baby?" I ask my pitbull pup as I strip down to my swimsuit. He grunts and lumbers in after me. I'm at the creek just to cool off after my earlier run. I swim to the deepest part of the creek and dunk under. As I come up Zu has found the dangling ties to the top of my swimsuit to irresistible. He pulls leaving me topless. Then he decides to make it his other favorite game, keep away.
"Zuko stop." I repremend. He's having none of it. He keeps just out reach with me splashing after him.
"Damn it Zuko give it back." I groan in disgust.

"Now this is the kind of wildlife I like." It's Nikki and he's laughing. I'm embarrassed. To make it worse my trader of a dog runs right to Nikki and drops my top at his feet.

"Asshole," I mumble placing my arm across my breasts.

"Me or the dog." He chuckles.

"Both," I mutter. I realize he has his camera to late. He snaps three shots off before I can object. I groan and lower my head.

"Ah don't, you're beautiful." He smiles.

"You didn't take any before I knew you were there did you?" I ask thinking how unflattering they would be.

"I'll never tell." He smirks.

"Ah Nikki." I huff.

"Come here I'll help with your top." He grins as he picks it up. I really don't want to approach him but I figured it was the only way I was going to get my top back. I walk slowly to him my eyes lowered shyly. He hands it over without teasing me.
"Turn around." He says gently. I cover myself. He reaches for the strings and ties them. Feeling his fingertips brush my bare skin makes me shiver.
"Are you cold," he asks. Before I can say a thing he takes off his button up shirt and drapes it over me. His hands rest on my shoulders for a brief moment causing a warmth to spread through my body. I take a deep breath. The shirt smells like him. He turns me to face him. I'm so close I feel the heat of his body. It's to overwhelming. Feelings of shame wash over me as my body becomes flush with arousal. The only thing I can think to do is run. Zuko is right on my heals as I take to the trail that leads to my van. Once there I jump inside Zuko leaps in too. I shut the door and curl up with Zu. I feel so childish at my behavior as a few tears of embarrassment slip down my cheeks.

"Hey Jenny I didn't mean to embarrass you. I'll delete them if you want me to." Nikki says his voice muffled behind the close door.

"Go away Nikki." I whimper.

"No not with you upset and I kinda need my shirt back. My wife might wonder where I lost it." He answers with a chuckle.

"Ok. I wouldn't want to get you in trouble." I give in and open the van door to hand him his shirt. He catches the door to keep me from shutting it. He smirks down at me. I'm speechless as I admire him. His beautiful eyes. His bare tattooed chest. My eyes stray to the bulge in his jeans. My eyes shoot back to his face hoping he hadn't noticed my lingering gaze.