Clay and George were walking down the street holding hands, Clay had a black mask so nobody could see his face. Nobody has seen Clay's face except George. George was special to Clay and only special people could see Clay's face.
"Clay.."
"Yes George?"
"Why do you hide your face from everyone else?"
"Because I love you and only you."
"Has anyone else seen it?"
"Well yeah. My family idiot."
"You know what i mean!"
Clay laughed. George adored Clay's laugh because it was mostly just a wheeze which made George laugh every time.
"No, nobody else has seen my face. I've had a few girlfriends but deep down, I never really loved them. You're different."
"How am I different?"
"I have a feeling I've never felt with anyone else. And that feeling is true love."
"Awww..I love it when you're so cringy."
"Yeah yeah."
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George woke up to the sound of banging on the door. It was Clay's sister, Drista.
"So it was just a flashback.."
"Hey George.."
"..hey.."
"We made you some eggs and toast.."
"..I'm not hungry.."
"C'mon on George..Clay would want you to eat.."
"..."
"..I'll just leave it here for you to eat later.."
Drista set the breakfast on the desk that was next to the bed. George was living with Clay's family ever since the accident happened. They didn't have a spare room so George stayed in Clay's room and rarely ever came out. Today was the day they were able to see Clay in the hospital so George was nervous but excited.
George made sure to wear one of Clay's hoodies, a black hoodie with a white smile outline, and shorts. He wanted to believe Clay would wake up. But George knew it would probably not happen.
He will never wake up. Give up.
George tried to ignore the voices while getting ready but just couldn't.
George, Drista, and Clay's parents all got in the car. George stayed in the back avoiding them. Clay's family were all talking but George stayed silent. All he was focused on was Clay with the thoughts of Clay never waking up echoing in his head.
While on the ride to the hospital where Clay was, George was thinking about their memories together.
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"Hey George."
"Yeah Clay?"
"Have you uhm..ever had your first kiss?"
"Uhh..yeah but not with someone I like or dated."
"Have you ever had a kiss you enjoyed?"
Clay said leaning towards George.
"U-uhm..no.."
"Well..how about I be that first person?"
As Clay was talking, he was so close to George their lips were slightly hovering over each other, while he was talking their lips glided on each other's for a split second.
"First person to what.."
"This.."
Clay leaned a bit more and placed his lips on George's gently. Their lips moving slowly in sync with each other. Both of them were obviously enjoying this. George moved his arms around Clay's neck and Clay kept George close by holding George's waist. They separated after about 7 seconds and just stared at each other with loving eyes.
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George awoke from his day dream/flashback when they arrived at the hospital. George felt really nervous. What if Clay was awake and he just left? What if Clay is dead and that's why they can see him? These thoughts lingered around his head.
They all got out of the car and headed inside. George made sure to not make eye contact with anyone. All he was focused on was getting to Clay and being with him. A lot of was on his mind. Memories, thoughts about it being his fault, and getting to Clay.
Once Clay's parents and George checked they headed to room 136, the room Clay was in.
"Why don't you go in first George?" Clay's mom said.
"But..you're his family.."
"Clay needs you here the most. He loves you."
"Yeah but.."
"We'll be there in a minute. We will go get some food then come in."
"Ok.."
Clay's family left the hospital for food while George was left there. He hesitated before opening the door to see his unconscious boyfriend. George held back the tears. He closed the door and walked over to Clay then kneeled down to his level. George put his hand on Clay's and held it tight. All you could hear is the heart monitor beeping, making George anxious every time it stopped for a second.
"We miss you Clay.."
No response.
"I'm trying to hard..so hard to stay alive for you..but it's getting hard.." His voice cracked at the end of the sentence. Allowing tears to run down his cheeks.
"Why..why did you do it..Was..was I a bad boyfriend..? If so..what can I do to fix it..?" George let his head rest on Clay's arm.
"Darryl is really sad right now..Zak is trying to comfort him but it's not working..Sapnap (I don't think he likes his real name in these) is a mess and Karl and Alex are trying to help him but it's not working either..Please come back.."
"...This is all my fault.."
No..no it's not it's mine..
