𝑊𝑂𝑅𝐾𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝑈𝑁𝐷𝐸𝑅 𝐽𝐸𝐴𝐺𝐸𝑅

𝟻. 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠

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𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛

"What the fuck?"

My head shot up from its place in my palms to see Zeke entering my apartment.

"How did you get in?" I said, my brows furrowed at the sight of my brother.

"Don't matter. Why does it fucking reek in here? It smells like you're growing pot in here." He mumbled, pulling his shirt over his nose to try and muffle the smell.

I point to the half-ounce on the coffee table next to the glass bong.

"Fucking Christ, Eren." He sighed and sat next to me on the couch. "Talk, now."

"Do you want the censored version or the uncensored?"

"That's a stupid question; Uncensored."

"I can't stop thinking about throwing Ava Ackerman on my desk and fucking her until she sees stars, tweety birds, black spots- whatever you want to call it. I can't get her out of my head and I've known her all of a week." I whispered, threading my fingers through the strands of my hair.

Zeke nudges me, signalling for me to pick my head up. I look at him with defeated eyes and he can't help but smirk.

"It's not funny, dick!" I huffed, punching him in the shoulder.

"Eren. You can't play games with her. You know what we hired her for. Don't fuck it up all because you can't keep your dick in your pants." He says, concern lacing his tone.

"I know, Zeke. I fucking know." I seethed. "I have to do something." I shot up out of my seat, grabbed my keys and took long strides toward the front door.

"Where are you going? It's midnight." Zeke raised his hands in the air in confusion.

"I'm going to get Ava out of my head and out of my dick." With that, I walked out of the door.

——

I found myself at a shitty nightclub, a blonde grinding her ass against me. I was desperate at this point, okay?

After so many drinks, the blonde started to look like Ava, and I lost it.
I dragged the blonde outside to my truck, and pinned both of her hands against the passenger door.

"You sure you want this?" I mumbled through sloppy kisses to her neck.

The blonde hair started turning black and the blue eyes turned brown

"Yes, I want you so bad." She said through heavy breaths.

"Fuck," I moved her body out of the way, and ripped the passenger door to my truck open, "Get in."

——

"You're not staying?" The woman gripped the sheets over her chest.

"Nope, sorry." I grabbed my shit and headed to the door.

"It was fun..."

"Annie."

"Annie." I repeated back, confirming.

"I put my number in your phone, call me when you need a distraction." She tucked a stray hair behind her ear, the shyest smile on her face.

Saying nothing, I walked out of her apartment down to where I parked.

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sooo. hi guys🥲. i know it's been a while. things just got so hectic but i promise upload will become more regular. i also published a new story, so if you wanna go check that out ;). loosely based off of a dream i had that was completely fucking wild. but anyway, i hope you're all doing well!