Every day i always become the victim bully, they will beat me up and bully me, expecially Minho he always beat me .They will ask me to do their homework to... At the same time to they would bully my friend. Firts i didn't really care about they bullied me but still i get hurt emotionally fast, but bullying my friend? i can really handle it.
When i back home, nothing much change , Dad always say a bad words for me , swearing at me and punch me ... its another level that make me burst of tears so much... I become more stress
I loock myself at my room and cried a lot. The pain you feel everywhere over your body the paind that make me feel mentally exhausted
"I hate myself!"
My body had no more anergy , i stayed lying on the floor and Falling asleep
_School time_
:At school Fild:
I can't fill my body, my body fill so weak accept my mental ,my eyes have dark crcyle because i didn't sleep well and cry a lot , but i didn't show that to my friend. My friend was worried about me, accept myself..
"Jisung are you alright? Felix ask me
"Yeah.. Iam fine"
"Is It Minho geng bully you again ?"
"not..for now .."
"Jisung you are not fine! Did you want me to sent you to Nurse office? you cant rest there ."
Chan hyung ask me with worried face"No hyung is okey i am fine." I put a fake smile to my face , i really don't want them to worried about me so much .
"Jisung if you have problem just tell us , we are just like your family now "
"Seungmin is right ! you don't have to put all your problem in your mind , is not good for your health, just tell us "
said Felix while patted my shoulder
I do not know what to say and my tears suddenly flow..
"Ehh why are you crying ?" Felix asked me
"I-I just fill happy... .."
"I - I have not been able to get such love for a long time"
"I-if you guys want to know..W-When I was in school, I was always get bullied .. some extent I almost wanted to commit suicide but I was determined to continue my life as well .."
They shock to hear about that
"D-Didn't you tell your problem to your parents?" felix ask mw
"M-My mother ... my mother died a long time ago..and my father ... my father...he did not care at all about me, that's why I was always depressed"
I can tell them because of me my mom died and dad always treat me in bad atitude...
they will think I am a bad person ,and i deserved to be treat like that..I could not continue my words, my tears continued to flow
"Ehh jisung it's okay there is no need to continue we understand"
"I am so sorry jisung "
Felix patted my shoulder with his teary eyes..
"we are your family too, you can share your problem with us okay? Chan hyung patted my shoulder with a smile
Seungmin and jeogin nooded and smile , agree what chan hyung talk about
I felt very happy at that moment
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My Only Brother ( MINSUNG)
Фанфик" Are you okey now?" Minho ask me "Ye-ahh better then before mm Thank you,sor-ry" "Don't keep apologise to me." -Ongoing #2 jeogin