𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐁𝐎𝐘 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊 √

Chapter: 10 | Contract

Finally the day you didn't want to come has come, the contract is over now meaning you and Jungkook had to let go of each Other, it sure sounds easy but I wasn't at all. Love was something way more bigger than what you were feeling right now.

You know the feeling of losing someone you really care for, the thought of them being with someone other than you who makes them even more happy. You have no right to be like this, you were nothing just his fake wife but you couldn't help it.

You took a deep breath sitting just across Jungkook separated by the table lying between both of you. The divorce papers were laying down on the glass table and just by looking at them you wanted to cry so hard.

"Come on we don't have the whole day" His dad said in an annoyed tone tapping his foot against the floor impatiently. You looked at Jungkook, he was emotionless, his cold stare was back again. He looked like he didn't care at all.

You grabbed the pen from the table, your hands were trembling that you almost dropped the pen on the floor. Jungkook noticed it, he swiftly kneeled down to pick the pen up before handling it as if it was as he wanted.

You grabbed the pen again and signed the paper without wasting any time. You could hear the break in your heart and a tight lump in your throat. You wanted to cry so bad.

Jungkook harshly grabbed the pen from you signing the paper and handing it to his dad. You watched him every moment which did nothing but broke your heart even more.

"You may leave park y/n, the payment has been reached to your bank account" His father said instantly making you stand up, you took a peek at Jungkook who was now standing at the window with a cigarette between his lips, Huffing the white smoke out his lips.

You looked at him one more time before heading out of the office. Tears formed in your eyes followed by your bruised heart aching so bad. What makes you even sad was he didn't even do anything to stop you and that's when you realized he didn't love you at all.

What more can you expect from a playboy? He played with you, made you attach to him at a point that right now you couldn't feel anything, the numbness of your body indicates everything. Now you hate him even more.

He made you love him and now you're left again with nothing but regression. You somehow made it till your apartment. The silence greeted you as you stepped more into the house.

The dull room, your old piano which is now all dusty and the chandelier was still floating in the air making a ringing sound. Your old life is back now, the life of a loner.

. . .

Jungkook sat on the counter gulping down the strongest liquor down his throat. The burning liquid went down his windpipe making his mind go dizzy in an instant. His life is back, the life of a heartbreaker, life of a fuckboy but do he really want to continue that?

He drank ordering more and more his mind was filled with you. The smiling face of yours, those red cheeks he wanted to kiss them so bad. He sighed, running his hands through his hairs.

"God dammit" He cursed as the alcohol started to spread across his veins. He hated the way he was feeling helpless, he wanted you so bad but something in him was holding him back. He wanted to hold you in his arms but he couldn't and it was slowly killing him already.

You on the other hand lay on your pillow soaking it wet, drowning in the river of your tears. Your sobs became louder and louder until you were crying messily not aware of the fact that someone was watching your every moment.

Jungkook stood in front of your one room apartment looking at your fragile figure crying Painfully from the threshold of your door. He felt something burning in his chest. He moved his hand to ring the doorbell of your apartment.

Your body shivered the moment the bell ringed in your ears. Being a careless girl as you are you wiped your tears before heading towards the door to open it. You twisted the door knob opening the door.

You frozen at your spot seeing the person who was standing ahead of you. You stared in his bloodshot eyes, he looked a mess and you too.

"Jungkook-" You called his name feebly. Jungkook didn't say anything instead he abruptly grabbed you by your waist immediately crashing his lips onto yours. He closed the door behind swiftly slamming you on the door.

His lips embracing yours, you didn't kiss him back making him pull away panting and looking at you with a worried expression on his face.

"What's wrong?" He asked, cupping your face with his warm hands.

"Why?" You asked your voice cracked followed by a light sob escaped your lips.

"Why are you here huh? Go to your other girls!" You continued throwing some weak punches at his robust chest. You were now again crying.

"I know I don't have any right to be like this, I know I am nothing but your fake wife, but I couldn't help myself okay!!" You screamed right in his face, Jungkook on the other hand kept quiet, swallowing the hurtful words you were saying to him.

"I hate myself for this!! And it's all your fucking fault that you made me like this, I hate you jeon jungkook" You shouted slapping and pushing his body with your all force but of course he didn't even moved a little.

"I hate you," You said again more weakly right now. Jungkook immediately pulls you into a hug making you bury your face in his chest. Jungkook hugged you tight Inhaling your sweet scent he missed throughout the day.

"Don't act like you care now" You nearly whispered pulling away only to stare in his almost watery eyes. "You didn't even hesitated to sign the divorce papers" You chuckled feeling nothing but dumb.

"That's all you wanted right? So why are you here?" You asked searching for some answers in his burning orbs, you hated him but why is his eyes not telling you too?

"Y/N-" He called your name softly brushing those tears away before connecting his forehead to yours. You could feel his heavy breaths hitting your lips. "I love you" He whispered as you could feel his tears hitting your face.

"Such a liar" You snorted closing your eyes but this water won't stop coming from your eyes. Jungkook sobbed feeling weak as ever but this weakness made him even stronger.

"I am not lying, I am in love with you" He said again caressing your cheeks gently with his forehead still connected to yours. He gently rubbed his nose with your small one coming closer.

"I truly love you y/n" He confessed, you felt like the whole ride of emotions slammed into you. Jungkook was feeling the same followed by the fear of rejection.

"I-" You stumbled on your words, unable to progress what was happening. Jungkook gently pushed his fingers on your lips to shush you.

"Don't say anything tonight," he whispered, his hands on your lips. You felt weak all of the sudden, your legs were shaking with his single touch and you could help but whimper.

"I will show it to you tonight" He announced before crashing his lips onto yours.

To be continued :)