you got up exhausted and cold since you had to on the floor in hardly any cloths you changed into the only good outfit you had a black ripped up sweater and ripped jeans. as you walked down stares you heard your sisters fighting over a shirt
"LET ME HAVE IT I'M GETTING IN UA NOT YOU" you heard Lrma yell
"do they know its not a fashion show" you whispered
"what did you say" you mom said
"n- nothing ma'ma" you stuttered
time skip
once you got to the area you got ready and stretched and took a drink of water once you got in there you started singing and a small tornado following behind you
"i cant handle these pressures
all i can say is this stress hurts
things are supposed to get better
i just need to put myself first
i'm always trying my hardest
not to pick myself apart this energy killin' my vibe now
sometimes i just wanna to drown out all of the thoughts's in my mind
too much going on at the same time
i wish it would stop and I've tried but
life just sucks then we all die
that's just reality yeah don't lie to me
yeah i'm f*cked up but i don't wanna be
i wonder if i'm good enough but maybe I've had just too much
to drink, to smoke ,to swallow,
I'm drowning up my sorrows there's rules I'll never follow
pretend there's no tomorrow
i wish there was no tomorrow
but I'm empty inside
yeah I'm empty inside
and i don't want to live but i'm too scared to die
yeah I'm empty inside
i just don't feel alive
and i don't wanna live but i'm to scared to die
wish i could erase my memories so i could stop feeling so empty
i wish that sh*t wasn't so tempting
but it's hard to resist when
there's plenty of things i could do to f*ck me up
i want to let go but i'm feeling so stuck
so all i can do is fill my cup
and sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
that's just reality yeah don't lie to me
yeah i'm f*cked up
but i don't wanna be
i wounder if i'm good enough
or maybe I've had to much
to drink to smoke to swallow
i'm drowning in my sorrows
there's rules i'll never follow
pretend there's no tomorrow
i wish there was no tomorrow
but i'm empty inside yeah i'm empty inside
and i don't wanna live but i'm to scared to die
yeah i'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
and i don't wanna live
but i'm to scared to die
my body's shaking
my head is aching
it feels like my heart is breaking
my body's shaking
my head is aching
I cant fix this mess i'm making
but i'm empty inside yeah i'm empty inside
and i don't wanna live but i'm to scared to die
yeah i'm empty inside
i just don't feel alive
and i don't wanna live but i'm to scared to die" you sang
you added up your points to 81 then you saw a pink girl trapped under some rubble you ran to her as fast as you could using all your strength once she once she was out you sat her up
"are you okay" you ask worry filling your eye's
"yeah it's just a scratch thank you for helping me" she said giving you a bright smile
"no problem"you said giving her a smile you have got used putting on a fake smile around people
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i hope you like the new chapter i might make more since its the weekend right now. and i would like to express my admiration i have for people how write out the lyrics this was my first time and i almost cried manly because i'm impatient. bye and remember you are loved
