Soukoku| You promised.

2: Drifting away

Three years later, no ones pov
It was a beautiful day in Yokohama and Chuuya had a day off work so he decided to go on a hunt for new hats, since his old one is falling apart. He was walking through the town square until a familiar face catches his eye.
Chuuya's pov
Could that be... no way. He died in my arms he can't be.. I took a step forward, and then another, and so on. Every step felt heavy, like I was going to collapse on the ground at any given moment. I eventually got to where he was, I sat on the bench next to him, he glanced at me briefly and looked away. He looked panicked, as if he's just seen a ghost. He got up in a hurry and rushed off. I obviously followed him, I have to see where he was going. I have to know why he faked his suicide.
Dazai pov
Shit shit shit he found me. How? Fuck it's his day off today isn't it. He's following me isn't he? God dammit I fucked up. I swiftly turned a corner where I knew there would be many people there, I melted away into the crowd and eventually lost him. Or so I thought. Apparently he's better at following his target then I thought he was. Fuck I'm at a dead end.
He grabbed me and pinned my to the wall not allowing me any movement.
He said
'Dazai what the fuck I thought you were dead' in a serious tone. I've seen Chuuya angry before but never this angry I must have really pissed him off.
'What do you mean? You really thought I'd kill myself in a painful way? I'm hurt Chuuya, I thought you knew me better then that.' I replied in a sarcastic voice.
'Don't fucking play dumb you know what I'm talking about'
Chuuya pov
At this point I feel like I'm going to burst into tears you don't understand how happy I am that he's alive, but he's really pissed me off I could just punch him in the face.
'Osamu Dazai if you do not answer my question right now I will break every bone in your useless body.'
'Woah woah woah woah! Chuuya that's so harsh! I was only trying to have a bit of fun, it was kinda like a game of hide and seek! And you've finally found me, it took you a while so your definitely not being the seeker again!'
'So do you want me to be the hider now? Never, not in my fucking long ass life will I play this game. And it wasn't 'for fun' at all you faked your own suicide, you broke me. Again. Dazai, I can't deal with this anymore, I can't deal with you anymore.'
'What are you saying? Are you leaving me like I've done oh so many times to you, honestly Chuuya you need to forget about me I'll just keep causing you pain. And it'll give my ears a break from all your whining. Now, I'd like to leave would you be oh so kind to get your filthy hands off me?'
My hands drops so does my heart, i never thought I'd hear them words come from the man I love. Well, atleast loved. I watched as he walked away from me, my legs felt weak but I managed to scurry over to a box and sit on it. My hands slowly made their way up to my head and I found myself crying. Is this what it feels like to be in love? If it is, then I don't like it.