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Staring out the window daydreaming instead of typing my research paper for class, I began to think about Shaun. I wanted to touch myself thinking about him, but I couldn't do it, my husband was in the shower what if he came out and caught me ?. Could I play it off, seduce him and receive the mediocre sex he gives me?.
I didn't feel like him wasting my time. I had to focus and start typing my paper, but instantly my focus shifted back on Shaun. Knowing damn well I should be ashamed for loving another man, let alone my husband's best friend. Shit!, But to be honest I should've chosen Shaun instead of Brandon, which was my husband. In my defense, I was very shallow and only went for Brandon because of his status and looks. Little did I know Shaun was who I needed.
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Shaun wasn't the best looking, but he wasn't ugly either. He was decent, funny, could dress his ass off, and most importantly considerate. Shaun was more concerned with helping out around the house than my husband. Not to mention he's successful he owns a record label, which from time to time he would introduce my husband and me to some of his new artists. I enjoyed conversations with Shaun, he's always so passionate about things, and he's a real humble guy.
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Maybe he was too good of a guy some may say, which is the crazy part, he never kept a relationship longer than a few months, totally understandable, cause he's somewhat of a pushover. He had this seductive way he would look at me when I'm talking like he is undressing me with his eyes, I won't lie, it always turns me on.
