Confessions pt. 1

*Dumb poem*

I could pin point the exact moment my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces when you told me that you were never in love with me. That you simply were only in love with the idea of love. I could also pin point the way your sanity was rippled when the one who'd been heartbroken became to heartbreaker. It's crazy because I can still remember the way your nose would crinkle when you laughed to hard. Dear god I can even remember the taste of your chapstick that you got for Christmas.  Dear god its been almost  year since we've been broken up and I still have moments when I breakdown because I saw something that reminded me of you. You're like some cancerous tumor than can't be removed, but I keep tearing at my flesh. I feel like we're siamese twins conjoined at the body. All I want is to fucking cut you off, but I can't.  You hold some vital organ inside your body that if I was to remove you I would surely die. You are just some disgusting disease I was just unlucky enough to catch. Hopefully one day I will find my cure, to all these problems, but for now you will always be apart of me.