Heartfelt Lies

Part 1: an affair to rememeber

Background info: Y/n has been at the B.A.U. for a couple months and so far things were going great. Except for one thing. She is totally, utterly, and completely in love with the one person she knows she can never have. Agent Emily Prentiss. Will Y/n be able to domesticate the wild, brave, and beautifully broken Agent? She simply doesn't know. But she is willing to die trying.
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The rain is poring down in Quantico Virginia as I make my way to work. My coffee pot broke yesterday morning and going another moment without caffeine would be detrimental to my day, so I swing by my favorite coffee shop and order a black iced coffee. Despite the rain it was miserably humid so an iced coffee is an absolute given. I quickly rush into work, as I'm running a few minutes behind schedule, and as I turn the corner I almost collide with Emily.
   "Damn it, watch where you're going Y/L/N" she says and continues on her way.
'Well and good morning to you too Emily' I mumble under my breathe. I finally make it to my desk and start on my seeminlgy never ending pile of paperwork. As I'm working on it, I can hear JJ flirting with Emily.
   "You ok Y/n" I hear Spencer say.
   "Yeah I'm fine, I just wish those two would get a room" I mumble. Spencer chuckles and nods his head in agreement. I glance up from my desk and Emily and I lock eyes. Just a moment and I didn't want to look away. Then we heard Hotch
"Everyone we've got a case"
And just like that, we were sitting at the round table and Garcia was debriefing us. There's a series of abductions of women in their early 20's in Albuquerque New Mexico and the local PD has requested our help.
"Alright I want wheels up in 30"
Thirty minutes later we were on the jet heading for New Mexico. I kept looking over at Emily and every time, without fail, she was looking at me. 'What the hell is her problem with me all of a sudden?' I thought to myself. When I first arrived she was fine and now she won't talk to me if she can help it. Before I know it we are landing and we all disperse and decide to meet back at the station in an hour. Morgan and I went to the M.E.'s office and on the car ride over he says
"What's going on with you? You seem a little distracted lately"
"Nothing, I'm fine" he glances over at me and raises his eyebrow not buying a single word.
"Seriously Morgan, I'm fine" I chuckle.
We arrive and find out that all of the victims had wooden slivers under their nails which lead us to believe he was keeping them in some type of wood container or box. I receive a message from Hotch while we're there and he tells us just to head straight to the hotel. It's getting later so Morgan and I take off.
Once we arrive, I see Emily waiting in the lobby.
"There was a mix up with rooms and we only have four. So Hotch and Rossi are together, Reid and Morgan, JJ and Tara, and then it looks like it's you and me Y/n." She says.
'Great' I think to myself. 'I am absolutely infatuated with this woman who wants nothing to do with me.' We all get into the elevator and Morgan got off and took a left and I follow Emily to the right. She opens the door to the hotel room and as if the day couldn't get any better, there's only one bed.
"I can take the chair" she says
"Don't be silly, we can share the bed. Ya know contrary to public belief I don't bite" I smile.
She lets out a giggle. A giggle. Finally, that smile. I thought.
"So, Dave was going to take us out for drinks tonight and he wants to leave in about an hour. Is that ok with you?" She asks.
"Absolutely, I'm just gonna freshen up if you don't mind." I say and she nods her head and sits on the bed turning on the tv.
I go into the bathroom and take a quick shower. Once I'm done I put on my favorite perfume and my go to little black dress. It made my boobs look pretty damn good. I blow dried my hair and decided to put on just a little makeup. The. I got a text from Morgan,
"Pretty boy was telling me that JJ was yelling at Emily about sharing a room together and Emily insisted on sharing with you... oh la la is all I have to say"
I read the message and I could feel a smile creeping across my face. "What the hell?" I say to myself. Why am I smiling? No. That means absolutely nothing that she wanted to share a room. I hear a knock on the door

"Hey Y/n are you almost ready?" Emily says. "Rossi and the team are heading out in about five minutes."

"Oh yeah, I'll be right out!" I say. I quick put on some red lipstick and I open the door. Emily was standing there and her eyes scanned my body.

"You look... amazing Y/n" Emily says. My cheeks turn hot as I try not to look her in the eyes.

"You don't look so bad yourself" I smile. She opens the door and we meet every one in the lobby and head the car. Emily sits by me in the car and it is taking everything in me not to reach over and kiss her right then and there. She looks over at me and our eyes lock and in that moment, looking at her I felt something I've never felt before. I don't know what it is about her but I am totally captivated. I quickly snap out of my thoughts when the car stops. We've arrived at the bar and I get out with Emily following closely behind me. It was rather busy inside and when I made my way up to the bar and ordered a shot. The bartender was a tall dark haired woman and she handed me my drink and said "on me" with a wink. Emily came up behind me and placed her hand on the small of my back, "what's going on honey" she says. I shoot her a confused look and turn to walk away. She grabs my arm and pulls me close to her.

"what the hell do you think you're doing?" she whispers.

"what are you talking about Emily?" I snap back. She then pulls me off to the side and says

"Well for starters, the way you strut around the office in those tight skirts and blouses that show your cleavage. The way you lean over my desk and only my desk. And what exactly did you think that dress was gonna get you tonight huh? Flirting with the bar tender.... you know better Y/n" and with that she pulls me into the bathroom and has me pinned up against the wall. Despite every part of me wanting to stay like this forever, I pull away.

"First you treat me like I am this big inconvenience getting in your way and now your hands are all over my body acting like you can't get enough of me? What the fuck are you trying to do?" I yell. She looks at me and says "something I've been wanting to do since the first moment I laid eyes on you." and she is pulling me out of the bathroom and out of the bar.

I told the team you weren't feeling well and I am taking you back to the hotel" she says as she gets in the car.

"I think it's about time I show you just what the fuck I'm trying to do" she mocks while starting the car and driving away.