MEETING AGAIN

-17

JUNGKOOKS POV

I sat on my bed.

I asked Lisa to give me another chance and hoped she would forgive me but what she said last night shocked me. I didn't consider her feelings. I didn't know she suffered so much because of me.

I'm a total asshole.

The look of hurt on her face last night broke my heart into million of pieces. I caused the girl I love so much pain.

A tear slips down my face.

I hear my door open.

I look up it was my members.

"Hey Jungkook." Jin Hyung says.

The rest of my hyungs sit on my bed with me.

"Are you ok?" Jimin Hyung ask.

"Yeah." I say.

"I just feel like a total asshole..." I add.

My members look at each other.

"It's ok Jungkook." Hobi Hyung pats my back.

"No it's not. I hurt her so much. She suffered so much because of me....I promised her I would protect her but I didn't." I say angry at myself.

I clench my fist.

"Jungkook calm down." Yoongi Hyung tells me.

"Look, we know how much you love Lisa. And we know how much you want to be with her. But don't you think Lisa is just not ready?" Namjoon Hyung tells me.

"Namjoons right, it's been 2 years but it doesn't mean Lisa isn't still hurting." Jin Hyung adds.

They have a point.

"So what are you guys saying?....I should give up on her?" I mutter.

"We know it's hard. But maybe that's for the best....I know me and Chae are still together so we won't force you guys..." Jimin Hyung tells me.

Should I really just give up?

"At least you tried Jungkook. But Lisas still hurting. We know you love her very much." Taehyung Hyung says.

"Just don't be too hard on yourself, ok?" Jin Hyung assured.

I just nod.

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LISAS POV

I haven't slept all night.

I was too busy crying. After I told Jungkook my feelings it's like all the emotions I bottled up are now out and I don't know what to do but cry.

I haven't left my room because I just couldn't. And my members....

After what I said the other night I can't face them. It hurts my heart too much. I thought I was fine especially after we broke up but I still haven't overcome the pain.