Kanaya x Rose[RoseMary] Love me for who I am

Chapter 1: Had Enough

~Rose pov~

I sighed as i stepped in the shower under the hot water. I stared at the drain and watched the grey paint and black hair dye flow down with the water. Tears trailed down my face as I washed away the paint. The paint that made her love me. The only way she would love me. I had just finnished a cuddle session with Kanaya. I loved her to no end. But she didn't love me. We were matesprites in all, but the only way she would show me any affection is If I painted myself as a troll. She even tailored me specific outfits with my own symbol so I wouldn't have to wear the same shirt all the time. I could be up to her standards. She didn't love me for who I was. She loved me for who she wanted me to be. A small sob fell from my lips as I covered my face. Kanaya had fallen asleep in our room. I slipped away just as soon as she did. I hate wearing all of this makeup. I took the soap and washed the last remaining parts of grey paint stuck to my body. Once i was cleaned of the awful coat of lies I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, wrapping a robe around my damp figure and tying the belt loosely around my waist. I stared down at the sink at the clay horns Kanaya had crafted for me. They were just like hers and connected to a black head band. I slapped them off of the counter and they shattered against the floor. Whatever. I stepped out of the batroom that was inside of our bedroom. Kanaya was still fast asleep under the large comforter. I sighed as I stared at her. Shes so beautiful. I love her for who she is. Why cant it be the same for me? I carefully made my way past the bed, careful not to wake her. I stopped in front of the large double doors that lead to a small balcony facing the ocean. Our house we had together was on the beach. I closed the door behind me and sat in one of the two chairs we had placed there, and stared out into the ocean. It was a nice veiw. One that I'd like to share with someone I loved. And who loved me back. That'd be nice. But unfortunately, Kanaya wouldn't even touch me if I wasn't dressed as a troll. Another tear fell down my cheek. Why couldn't I have been born a troll. Then she'd love me. I sobbed quietly to myself as the sun set, leaving me with only the light of the moon.

~Kanaya pov~

I woke up alone in my bed. I could have sworn I fell asleep with Rose. I sat up and examined the room. "Rose?" I called for her as I stood up. I fixed my hair as I headed for the bathroom in our bedroom, she must me in there. The lights were still on. I knocked on the door, only to be faced with silence. I slowly turned the door handle and opened the door to be faced with an empty bathroom. "She left the light on.." I whispered. Just as I was turning to leave something caught my eye. The horns I had crafted for Rose lay shattered against the damp floor. She broke them! Why would she do that.. I worked so hard on those. I sighed and shut the door. I'll clean it up later. As I turned to face the double door, I could see the shaddow of a thin figure sitting in a chair on the Balcony. Ah, there she is. As I neared the door I could hear small, Muffled sobs. Was she.. Crying? I slowly pushed the door open to see her with her face burried in her hands.

"Rose?" I whispered. She turned around to reveal her face soaked with tears, and her eyes and cheeks tinted red.

"Oh... H-Hello... Kanaya.. " she said as she wiped away her tears.