This was just the beginning...
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[FOUR YEARS LATER]
You were in line at a nearby Starbucks with your three year old daughter.
"Hazel, what do you want to eat and drink?" You asked your daughter, you named her Hazel because her eyes were the color of Hazel.
She held onto your leg and pointed to the person with a cake pop, "cake pop!!" She giggled.
You nodded with a small smile on your face, "alright." You brought her up to your hip and you Carried her.
You ordered what you wanted and you both walked to your seats. "Mama,"
"Yes? Good job, Hazel." You smiled and kissed her forehead. Hazel pointed to her mouth. You knew what she wanted so you took out her water bottle.
She gripped onto the handle of the bottle and drank water. You heard the bells jingle, which signified someone entered.
Everyone around you guys gasped and you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. You turned around and saw someone you'd thought you'd never see again.
You turned back around quickly and avoided eye contact. "Y/N and Hazel?" The waiter called you both.
You nodded and stood up with Hazel holding your hand. You both grabbed your things and you smiled at your daughter.
You walked out of Starbucks, hand-in-hand with Hazel. "Y/N?" You heard someone call you from behind.
You froze in your spot and held Hazels hand tightly. "Ow.." Hazel mumbled. "Sorry, baby." You crouched down next to her and kissed her her forehead.
You looked down and stood up, "yes?" You turned around and faced Billie.
Billie inhaled sharply as you took off your sunglasses and revealed your face. "That's me," You said with a tiny frown.
"Mamas.." she whispered, you licked your lips and finally looked into her eyes.
"It's Y/N to you." You responded dryly. She's lucky she didn't get a punch right there at that moment.
"Right, sorry.." she mumbled. "Ma, whO is that?" Hazel said her second full sentence.
You looked towards Hazel and slightly smiled, "no one important, Hazel.." you told her and made sure Billie heard it.
You picked Hazel up and rested her against your hip. She wrapped her arms around your neck and smiled.
You smiled back at her and looked back at Billie, who had her eyes wide. "Is that...?" She trailed off.
You nodded hesitantly, "yes, this is my child."
Hazel yawned and closed her eyes, still in your arms.
"Please let me explain, mamas.." Billie said and walked closer to you and the little girl in your arms.
"No, you explained enough when you decided that you didn't want this..what did you call her again? Right, thing," You told her as you rolled your eyes.
Billie looked down and paparazzi immediately surrounded you both.
They started asking all sort of questions.
"Y/N, is it true you slept with THE Harry Styles while you were in a relationship with Billie Eilish!?"
"Y/N, is this your daughter? Is Harry Styles the father?"
"Y/N, is it true abandoned Billie Eilish while you were pregnant with your child?"
You quickly grew frustrated from all the flashes and questions. Hazel quickly woke up and started to whimper. "It's okay, darling, I'll get you out of here.." you whispered in her ear, comfortingly.
"Come on, let's go." Billie held onto your hand and dragged you to her car.
"Excuse m-" you got cut off by her pushing you into the passenger seat.
You sighed angrily and set Hazel on your lap. Billie finally got in the car and closed the door.
"Sorry about that.." she apologized to the both of you.
You nodded and looked at your daughter who had a huge smile on her face. "What are you all smiley about?"
"Doggo!!" She pointed outside the window. You saw a stray dog and pouted, feeling sorry for him.
"Should we go to my house..?" Billie asked cautiously. "Please?"
You looked up at her and nodded. "I guess so.." you put on your seatbelt and held onto Hazel.
"Say bye-bye doggo!!" You cooed. "Bye bye doggo." She waved with a small frown placed on her lips.
"Aw, it's okay. I have a dog named pepper at my house." Billie said with a smile on her face.
You furrowed your eyebrows and looked at Billie. Billie looked back at you and smirked.
You cleared your throat and looked out the window.
Billie started the car and drove away.
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You all reached Billies house. The gates opened for you guys and you suddenly felt a lump in your throat."Ooh, big house! Big house!" Hazel giggled. Billie nodded and took the key out. She unlocked the doors and you took off your seatbelt.
You guys walked up to the front door and went inside.
"You can..sit down on the sofa if you want.." she said with a little awkward smile. "Okay," you said and walked towards the couch with Hazel holding onto your hand.
You placed Hazel on your lap and you played with her hair.
"So, uh, can i explain?" She asked you and sat on the other side of the couch.
You hesitantly nodded and let Hazel play with her iPad.
"Explain.." you said dryly and set your purse next to you.
Billie nodded and started to explain, "alright so..as you know, uh, I..didn't want..her.."
You nodded and crossed your arms against your chest, "where is this going? Because i really don't wanna relive these memories.."
Billie licked her lips and looked into your eyes, "I'm sorry mamas, I really am. I realized my mistake. Once you made me leave, I told Finneas what had happened and he scolded me.."
"I'm sorry, I-I can't even express how sorry I am in any words. I abandoned you. And our child.."
"My child.." you corrected her.
She shook her head, "our child.." you looked up at her and furrowed your eyebrows.
"Mom grounded me for two weeks when she found out what I had said and done..I'm sorry, Y/N. I understand if you don't forgive me, but I just still love you so much..and I want to be in our daughters life even if we're not together.." she explained slowly.
You started to tear up but quickly stopped yourself. You cleared your throat and nodded. "I don't forgive you. I'll get there soon. But I'll let you see her often. Is every weekend fine?"
She nodded and smiled happily, "that's way more than fine. And thank you so much. I love you.."
You nodded and didn't reply back. She understood and you decided now was the time to tell Hazel.
"Hazel, come here, darling." You called daughter.
"Hm?"
"Alright, you see that girl right here." You pointed to Billie. Hazel nodded, "alright well. Guess what?"
"What?" Hazel asked impatiently, just like you. Billie chuckled and shook her head. "She is your other mommy.."
Hazel gasped and smiled excitedly. She ran to Billie and hugged her tightly. "Mommy.."
Billie teared up and nodded, hugging Hazel back. "Yeah..that's me.."
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