You Poor Soul (Heisenberg X Reader)

nightmares

You woke up in a cold sweat. You weren't at Lady Benevientos house anymore you were in the asylum...the prison or PARADISE by Dr. Insanity... His nickname and what his card said. That shithole is definitely not Any paradise. We all got pulled in, and we got punished for it, you sat up feeling your bones creak in protest, he really did a number on your body. You looked around afraid, did he find you? Is Lady Beneviento here? That would be horrible, you got up and quickly went to the door banging on it "LADY BENEVIENTO!" You called out banging harder on the door, as you looked at the peek hole eyes stared back and you backed up falling to the ground and you went into the corner, something red and liquid dripped from the peek hole it was thick and dripped slowly down, you shook in fear. The door opened and there stood Lady Beneviento you got up quickly and went to her. "Thank goodness you're safe My lady, we HAVE to leave now before he finds you here!" The lady said nothing, and stood still and tilted her head "Who is...He?.." She asked her voice low and calm. "Dr. Insanity of course! He'll hurt you if he finds you here!" Why isn't the Lady afraid? You grab onto her arm and tried to drag you out but she was still and unmoving "my lady please we have to go!" You started panicking your hair was in your face and Lady beneviento moved it you had closed your eyes and you opened them to see the sight you feared the most. HIM, the man that had hurt you, Dr. insanity "oh (Y/N) you can't escape you're stuck here." His sickly smiled turned more wicked and you started Hyperventilating you start to struggle out of his grip "YOU CANT ESCAPE (Y/N) YOUR MINE!" His twisted laugh and filled your ears you teared up as you start to freeze up fighting to escape his grip you get pushed to the ground his hands on your throat you struggled to breathe panicking you started to punch his face and he fell back. You blinked a couple of times and everything turned back to Lady Beneviento's house.. Wait... Your eyes widen "Oh...my..god I amSOSORRYMYLADYIDIDN'TMEANTO" you spoke really quickly your words slurred Lady Beneviento sat up and put the veil over her face "It's...quite alright.." Lady Beneviento reassured you started to tear up "a-are you going to hurt me, or kick me out?" You asked afraid that she'll say yes... You really didn't want to go out there and you really didn't feel like being alone.. "I won't.. I know you didn't mean to my dear." She got up and held her hand out you took it and got up "shall I make tea?..and we can talk about your nightmare.. Or we can drink tea in silence if you much prefer." She spoke softly you nodded "I would just like tea and... I am not comfortable speaking about it..." You looked down and ladt Beneviento queitly walked into the kitchen and made started some tea, you rubbed your arm and sighed you sat down your chest felt tight, you wanted to cry but you contained it with some difficulty, you swallowed the Lump in your throat as well even though that was difficult as well. You hated it.. Those nightmares... They really messed with you Disoriented you in so many ways. You didn't know what was real or fake anymore, at this point it could still be a nightmare, you could see it now, The scientist walking in holding a large kitchen knife ready to stab you. But that didn't happen, it was still lady Beneviento holding tea, she grabbed a cup and placed it on the small plate and poured the soft colored tea into the tea cup and she pours herself one. You took a sip and could taste the lavender, honey and mint the smell lightened your chest and you didn't feel like you were suffocating "again, I feel incredibly bad for hitting you.." You spoke Lady Beneviento stayed quiet sipping quietly on her tea. "I know you forgive me... I just... Feel terrible." You added. Lady Beneviento sighed "as I said you're fine. Now, drink your tea before it's cold." You nodded and pick up the tea drinking it, it calmed you a lot, not just the tea but also knowing you were safe had you calm and less stressed "If I tell you. Will you tell any of the others? I don't want you guys to be burdened.." Donna Nodded to your request, "I won't tell the others unless it is completely needed." You gulped you really needed to get it out, you needed to know if you were safe, "there is a place, called Paradise, even though that place was a straight up lie but anyway heh.." You started to shake Donna stayed quiet and your mouth felt dry and you felt like you had to swallow a thousand times. "So that place... We were told that it could help us. That was a lie too." Your voice broke slightly. Tears threatened to fall as you explained the horrors of Paradise, how it changed you physically and as a person. It broke even the strongest of people. Donna's voice broke through "I am so sorry you had to deal with those horrors. You're always safe here." She spoke softly, her words soothed you, you felt the tears fall and you just cried, you looked down and just let it go. For once You felt safe, You had one hell of a day tomorrow. It was 2 a.m when you and Donna finished your tea, your hands slowly stop shaking."thank you. Really, thank you I needed this." You were graceful that Donna was really kind to you. Donna stood up and took your teacup and plate into the kitchen cleaning them. "Are you ready to go back to sleep or are you staying up?" Donna's voice was soft and barely heard from the running water from the sink. "I didn't hear you." You speak up she repeated herself "Oh! Yeah, I can try." You answer her "alright, just know you may leave whenever you wish." Donna suggested "Okay. That's nice to know." You reply as you stood up and went into a room, she didn't want you in there at first due to the dust and clutter, It wasn't to bad, It was still useful and so you went and layed on the bed and slowly went back to sleep, No nightmares bothered you for the rest of the night.