Love Is All You Need?

Chaper 2

My name is is Faith.

Witch is funny because I don't have any.

I look at myself in my bathroom mirror, amazing at how I feel about my looks.

I don't feel anything about it.

I laughs about it to myself.

I often think about feelings

What are they? How do you get them? Are they real?

Stupid questions am I right?

It's just.. I never had any sort of feeling before.

When i was 12 my grandmother died of old age, and I didn't cry. I didn't scream out of anger. I didn't feel anything.

I had to speak at her funeral. As I made my way up, I looked at the people that cared for my grandmother. They were all in tears. I wondered why.

I stood at the podium and said these exact words.

"I have nothing to say for her." And went to sit down again.

Everyone looked surprised. Had I said something wrong?

That night I was told I was a monster by my brother. He yelled in my face, expecting me to cry. I didn't cry. I said nothing, but looks in his eyes. When he looked into mine he was surprised. He backed away and whispered 'wow', left and went to bed.

Now I'm 17. No friends, no boyfriend, no feeling. Just nothing. No smile, no frown. I don't think I have ever smiled before. Or cried.

Everyday I go to a Forrest by my house, and just think. Think about feeling. Everyday the same question is asked in my head. What is feeling?

...

What is love?