There's this person whom I've only known for two months. I really want to get to know them better but they've told me that it would not be a good idea to get closer to each other because they'd fall for me and it "wouldn't be good". I can't accept it though, I can't seem to get over this person and just let them go. I'm afraid to let this person go because I keep imagining them with someone else, someone else who probably wouldn't even see what I see in them. If things go a straight path and I somehow get in a relationship with this person, I don't know if I could ever let them go because I can't bear the though of seeing them with someone else at all. I can't let them be with someone else if they haven't even given me a chance to get to know them deeper, I want to show them how much I adore them from what I've seen so far the past two months. Their mental status is not great at all and I want them to be happy... I want to make them happy. To make them feel heard and appreciated. I want to be the one to remind them how amazing they are and how much I care for them. I can't stop overthinking about them despite only knowing them for a short amount of time because I guess I've gotten attached. For the first time ever I'm comfortable talking to someone, and with that said, I'm actually comfortable and willing to make plans with a person. What I meant is that if this person ever asked me to hang out, I would not even hesitate to say yes. And I say that because I'm just not used to making plans, asking my mother for permission, and just going out with friends in general. I really believe that this person deserves the world, they deserve hapiness and I would like to give them both. There is absolutely nothing I wouldn't do for this person. I'm writing all of this as an explanation of my current situation because I'm not good at explaining things at all.
