I'm dying but I can't scream.
I'm tired but I can't sleep.
I'm sad but I can't cry.
I'm scared but I can't hide.
I'm wounded but I can't heal.
I'm trying but I can't succeeded.
I want to be happy but that's just not how my life works.
I want to speak but I can't find the words.
I want to love myself but the voices in my head won't be quite.
I want the voices in my head to go away but they refuse.
I can't drown my demons because they know how to swim.
It's taking control of my life and I can't get it under control. I never asked for this. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I mental? Of course I'm mental! I have depression, ADHD, and anxiety... Life just doesn't feel like it's worth living anymore...
That's what you think isn't it?
