First off I wanna say if you're reading this I just wanna let you know how proud I am of you. You're alive and that's the most wonderful thing ever! I'm very very very proud of you for staying so strong!
I know life can be pretty crappy sometimes but look at you! Sure you might a a scar here or there or everywhere. Wear them proudly! You could've ended your life so many days, months, or years ago, yet you're here. You're reading this. You're alive and that's making someone very happy. Me included.
I know how hard it is to stay strong, I really do. Sometimes though you just have to take the good with the bad. Think of the Yin and Yang symbol (☯). The whole circle is life. The black is the bad in life and the white is the good. The little black dot in the white is the bad in the good and the little white dot in the black is the good in the bad. Together they all creat life.
Life is just a game as I've said previously. You have to play the game. You can't just cheat the game by ending it all. Then you're a cheater and you can't win the game. Live your life! Love your life! Love yourself and everybody in this wonderful life of yours! Sure you might not live in a big house or your parents are fighting or divorced. Maybe your grades aren't the best or you just can't see the good in life.
Just think, when you're out of school and all that is either fixed or done with, then maybe you will live in a big house. Change the pattern or fighting and divorce with you and your partner. Love you and your partner (you might even get an achievement!). Just think of all the possibilities!
So put down that razor, flush those pills, put down the gun and untie that noose. Life gets better. The game gets easier. I promise you everything will fall into place.
I hope this has helped.
"When we hit our lowest points, we are open to the greatest change." ~ Avatar Aang
